*[[ Angel full of Lღve]]*

~~Saturday, March 11, 2006~~

9:56:00 AM

Haiyo, didi is sick so my trip is postpone. To tml i think, well, in a way, its kinda good aint it, can spend one more day with frenz have fun... hehe, say till machiam not comin back like tt -___- hmmm, really wonder why he suddenly ill sia, but my mami say wan bring him go see doc.

Hmm, was readin a book call by andrew matthews. was a bdae present given to me by someone.. was happy readin it, was knowin myself? well, its easy to read n know but its hard doin it, you know tt wat its rite or wrong but it is really so, well, you have to jugde it urself den...

I also know bout some channel conflict n story, now its time for me to make my own judgement... Lol, hmm, don dota cant join dota channel? but den again, why gal have privilage? haiz, bias world, good or bad i donno, but its seem like a CheeHong world.. hehe...

Hmm, its bout afternoon den my mami bring my bro go see doc, awww, my mami keep askin me go out, go shoppin with frenz don always stay at home, don alway in front of comp, but i donno why, i rather be at home though, its alot more comfy.

Aiyo, now i heart tt mami have a change of plan, amybe not going in le, hmmm good or bad, watever, i donno la, not decided yet wor, juz see if my little bro got get beta. Mami frenz(old frenz from same village) also my little bro de classmate de mami call, adult chat, bout children hmwk -_-"

Hmmm, have quite a nice day but den there are always idiotic ppl ard la, eg lEiMoNx; lamphetus; ill_uSi0N and so on, but its all this irritance in life tt make u grow up don it, think of it in a possible way, don bother or think bout it, if not it will only make u more miserable. But it also make you know who care for you, for once, i saw the other side of Zi0nB0t, he aint really tt bad, but he give me a real bad first impression wor, only know or Se7eN, all sot sot de, suddenly sis here n there... lol, but its damn joker when ppl think i guy, real noob (over gosu le).

Hmm, sometime wonder am i really so nice to bully and disturb? Why m i always the one being aim? its can be fun but its hurtin too don you think? i will only get hurt de, consider bout me? Who don like love, care n being pamper? Haiz.

NVM, i don have to spend my life explainin myself or justifyin u i do something. In a nutcase, if you like to do something and it is not hurtin anybody else, tt's perfectly okay. Cuz u tend to become wat you think about.

Haiz, love is complicated la, juz don care bout it, don think bout it, let it be.. hehe, like or not, keep to urself, tt one way u wont get hurt... scared le, really scare, ensure me anyone? think its hard, An lian ren is much more xin ku, so don.. try not to as i know feelin cant be control~ AT ALL, even a control freak cant control it...

Will you ever notice me...