*[[ Angel full of Lღve]]*

~~Wednesday, March 01, 2006~~

6:29:00 PM

Wow, nice picture rite? well, drawn by a frenz of mine, (my favourite bell) this is a character call belldandy, but i ask him to draw one juz speacially for me n he did, this is his artwork, wanna to put it up to share with you guys who did read my blog, well, i think noone would read it, but den again, i still wan to put it up...

well, ytd, a days of surprises and full of ups and downs. as usual, i cant slp the day before, slpin at mornin like 4plus 5plus den wakey in the mornin feelin slpy so took awhile more nap which by den normally is 12 noon, lol... gosu rite.

As it is my xiao mei(frenz) last day of work, i plan to go down bugis but donno at wat time la, but i also kinda dislike going down og albert, those got lotsa lovely frenz who i like to visit but also scare and don like visit there.

But i left my house at afternoon and meet my other frenz first, mami was like, still don wan to go out, so late le, wat time u going out, i was feelin so confuse, why she sound like wan to chase me go out? okok, back to topic, i met my frenz at ps, let skip those rubbish detail but we also went to watch final destination3 gross show, kinda scary too.

Den i left for bugis, i also call up glen korkor( another frenz) we went together, and meet tt xiaomei, after we went for supper at lao pa sao, with other frenz, out of them, there is two of my pri sch or more of childhood frenz, who stay near each other, wow, saw Jun Ji~ used to stay at my blk n my playmate but tt was all in the past.
but something crop up, i got stress up too, i left halfway.....

I know tt there are ppl who really care bout me and wanna help, i can feel it, i know it, yet....... i m gone like de wind forever lost in a land of mine, truely in need of help, but donno where to start, ****** leave me alone, i m scare. HOW?~! =S
tt where prob begin~! i m so confuse, lost, helpless, sometime is not u don wan to share but scare n donno how to share, even if u did share, they may not really understand it, its hard to make ppl understand, its juz so complicated... noone can really help except you, only you can help youself, if u give up, its total useless, but thanx for the courage though, thanx for stayin ther, but i still feel so empty.

Will you ever notice me...