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~~Tuesday, June 27, 2006~~

12:28:00 PM

wow, been in real deep shit recently~ haha, make them so angry but not really my fault, they are kinda unreasonable too.. haix, my dad ar, nth to say liao la..

firstly, he keep remind my brother, tell him thingy loudly, as he meant it to be heard by me, so break my heart sia, den he throw a wooden fold chair into the room on the floor, he was still very angry, as i can see, he went to the kitchen, i not very sure wat did he do there, but i know tt my brother cry when he return to the room, only till the next day den i know tt my father has break alot of bowl n plate, even my personal cute little bowl, have n of course my brother's one, den my mami shift the blame onto me again, really nth to say...

this family juz sux la, cannot be more understandin n reasonable meh??

today my channel kinda got attack, wth, who is miss star? wtf sia, this sure is bitch, don harm other ppl la, i wonder wat Kazzava do sia. tough not close but still frenz rite? they cuz alot of other channel to be attack too... haix..... sad case... make ppl hate them....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, June 23, 2006~~

10:17:00 PM

Ytd, i juz finish two big exam, complete two modlues le.. so happy~ haha, finally a big stone can he put down, n bout one month later, i will get my result...

tml i got two talk, donno should go which one.. haha, think i go to the sakea sushi de, got voucher... so sweet... ^^ my bdae comin in 2 weeks time.. happy~

so much to say yet i donno how to put to words... nvm, i tell u next time, slowly... haha...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, June 20, 2006~~

6:57:00 PM

Wow, i forget to add on ytd, tt the chair we are actually sittin on cost bout 2K each o.o!!!! n i aint jokin wor. haha... the ceo told us. he even teach us one thingy.
K.I.S.S concept ===> Keep It Simple, Stupid

haha, sch aint really tt bad, i also got a special case, i got some letter send to me to go for some course n only i receive it.. was thinkin why? izzi a scam? hmm, maybe i unique, Yeah^^

well, know of more little story of my class, its aint as beatiful as i think, alot of internal conflict, n ppl are hidin matter from one n other, they aint as close too, Wah~ internal news, shhhhhhhhhh =X

tt 'manager' ar, really treat me like small gal =.= like to pat me on my head.. but i felt the warmth, at least, somemore care.... (*^_^*)

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, June 19, 2006~~

10:14:00 PM

Wee, today i have a damn bad mornin, was kinda real tired, Mami spoilt my day even more by havin a conflict, den i m shower with her silva.

I went to sch n not eatin, total no appetite, was sad, but i was quiet... lunch break was early, was so alone, den tt 'manager' walk in, he can tell i aint happy, he tot i was sick, we have a nice chat, was feelin happiler, he noticfy me tt there is a job available but i need write resumue.

i donno wat tt job scope bout, so new at it, donno how to write, haix, he say i have to try, next time in life too.. He help me make a cup of milo n he use a new cup, his cup i think, so sweet, my frenz are like, wow wat a nice cup, but i was quiet...

we talk bout 'life'. i know i understand but i donno how to do it, he say if i do have prob can find him, he can give me advice, but doing it depend fully on me..

even cindy was concern. they both on diff time, cuz when one went out, the other come in... cindy first of course, try to invite me go lunch with her. he also ask me.

think its kinda late, i write til here?

Oh, before i forget. haha, tml the ceo, Andy is giving us a treat, PiZzA!!! yummy~

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, June 18, 2006~~

8:57:00 PM

today is father day, i been scammed so many time le... lie to me... haha, blur me also la, cannot blame ppl.

Haix, i got damn 'weird' parent... i really nth much to say, maybe they kinda keep pms for no reason, they don think in ur shoes... always say i wattch show n nv learn the good thingy, i ask them watch the watch freaky friday but they nv seem to understand wat parent should learn too...

haix, i seem to make my mami cry... why everyday cfm have something make me pissed off or sad de?

wow, more n more ppl say i look and more like class rep, i feel happy n proub though... ^^

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, June 14, 2006~~

6:26:00 PM

Wow, today is a shag day in sch, i m feelin more n more tired each day...

Argh, tt lady lecturer is a witch??? OmG, is she really? maybe she is jokin and she claim tt her mum is a witch n she have a hidden broom in her hse.... Wa!!!

haha, cindy say, 'u seem to almost become the class rep'
Should i be glad or wat bout it?

hmm, tt boy is only 15 n in my course, well, her sis bf is the ceo, wat to do... fate wat. he is so shy n so not outspoken.....

there seem to be project work everyday for both modules, so tired den have to present after tt also.... -.-zZzzzz

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, June 13, 2006~~

5:59:00 PM

Today been so real sucky! very bad day, at home, in sch, everywhere...everyone ba.... haix, sob sob =~

I wan to be really love and care not juz being hoax!!!

"looking at ur picture, laying on my bed, wishing I was pulling close the real you instead. I don know wat I say or did, but girl I'm missing you and I like to hear my music but there nothing I can listen to, cause I can't play the song I used to play because of you, the lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru.. everywhere, walk I go a different way, I can't on my radio, afraid what they might play, my friends driving me crazy cause you are all they ask about, and why live in silence but they just don understand, there nothing lift that I can do cause i am so lost in love with you, no where to turn, no place to run, you know you are my only one. No one can replace you cause once I tired and even when I try to go with someone new, You are so deep in my head, I looked into her eye but then I said your name instead.. won't you please come back to me!"

It is so touching, its how i feel at this, but it can be so fake. Time don make u forget something, i make u get used to it.... =~

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, June 12, 2006~~

6:11:00 PM

Wow, so long since i last blog... don worry, haven forget u at all, juz so alone.... haha, with my nonsense lesson the last blog, don look down on it, it can be meaningful ok.

well, to begin my blog today, let start with a puzzle? one of my lecturere ask me this qn... ppl, do think out of the box ok?
A man push his car. He stop outside a hotel. He den found out that he is bankrupt. Why???
those who know the answer or wan make a guess, give it as comment, or if u wan the answer do let me know~ ^^jiayou~

today is quite a comfort day ba, din go very well, but aint bad... daniel was there, he treat me like small gal sia, early mornin come in, see me, tap me on the head, as if i m his xmm.. haha, but feel comfy la, at least like, out of this big place, got someone who care... haha...

^^tml will be a beta day~

Will you ever notice me...