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~~Sunday, December 10, 2006~~

5:23:00 PM

1. A bastard bas driver (pointed to us to board the bas from in front [in m`sia there is no bus stop on the road] when we run till almost reach, that bas driver drive the bas away, wat a jerk!)

2. A kind-hearted old neighbour/friend (Due to the bastard bas driver, we are stranded on the road, a man in a sky blue four-seated car stop beside us and ask if we want to hitch a ride. And he also ask us whether we are headin for tangkak. We are so delighted Den my mother notice that actually, they know each other.

3. Bad hair day (sob sob, mami bring me to cut my hair, sob cut till so short~ Haix, so sad...)

4. A 'scammer' shop (suppose to fix my mami de phone but end up after fixin still got prob and den the batt got prob therefore we suspect that they scam our batt.)

5. M`sian ppl overall are nicer n more warm-hearted they make you feel more welcome and can get along beta.

6. Slping with ZHANG LANG & LAO SHU.

7. Wonder did i get enuff gifts......

8. Ever seen a 10KG druian?!!! I took down the pic! Show u guys if u all requested.

9. Kinda rundown [not high-tec] only 1 comp with childish game and worst, no NET!

10. Weight lost OFFICALLY!!! (I stand on the weightin machine and mami agree that i lost quite some weight compare to wat i measure the last time i came with her.

11. After some research, SONG SHU taste like TIAN JI.

12. Target of the year: Aim to get a car license (at least also counted as studying =X)

13. Being matchmake with a 18* cm; 14 yr old m`sian national team player by my aunt. That guy is a distanced relative.

14. Get to peel and open my own coconut usin a toothpick ( the type when u order fruits at hawker, they tend to give you to pick up ur fruits)

15.I get to chew on GAN ZHE... Are you guys jealous of me? Hehe.. (*^_^*)\/

16. A lot of <FEI JI> aka MOSQITOES.

17. Slpless nites after slpless nites.

18. My bro is gettin wild, no manner at there and always bully me.

19. Notice that I am scare yet has to act brave.

20. I miss everyone alot, alot, T.T (I miss my room, my floor, my phone, my entertainment, my frenx, my chat..... so many la, lasy to name le)

21. Relative keep talk bout my other half which i don even has ROFL, ain't they cute? Sometime they contridict themselves.... HahA

22. OMFG: I only cost $1000 per KG in my aunt point of view.

23. Weee, on my way home, I saw a very beautiful rainbow ^^

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, December 04, 2006~~

12:18:00 PM

ooohh my, weeeeeeeeee, is it a good news or a bad news? Wow, my mami as usual tend to spotcheck me bout 10pm, but she told me tt i need to be home by latest 12midnight, it make me seem like cinderalla, haha.

On Fri, we went to one of our ERC lecturer hse. Deddie, she stay not far from my hse at chuan link area, den went to her hse for hightea or is it lunch, haha, i was the first to reach n most of my frenz are late =.=" super late. later on, she sit n chit chat n fool ard, n den she send us home, ok, not to door step, but its consider as send us home, her hse is very big n nice, n cosy too, she is a good host. Maybe we will all visit her again some day....

At first, today which is monday, our another lecturer David goh is suppose to give us a treat at near little india there but den again, his hand is injuried, therefore it is postpone... awww, so poor thing, hope he get well soon, but kinda disappointed tt is it postpone wor....

Den since ytd, shinigami have two sub guild liao ^^.. haix, now i really mux be more careful of who to trust... cux some of my frenx warn me against so-n-so, say this n that, think i beta don listen, see for myself. I hate it when thingy go wrong... Den again, sometime need to be careful, doubt is always there, maybe i m jux too weak. Some friends kill u at ur back, u also donno sia...

Pls don drive me crazy nor even try, if wan, pls don regret.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, December 03, 2006~~

6:46:00 PM

Friends or Foes who to trust who to not, its really more n more demandin wor, i m really lost liao... haix, can anyone teach me? M i really so naive? that i believe watever 'friends' say? but i trust them, why mux they betray my trust? omg, its so damn sad, why is human so complicated?? sob, sob, think its time for my mia again, soon..... Think i too soft-heart, too guillane, too easy to lie to...

That day on tue, i got scared. Siao one leh, my kor appear at my stair, den his friend at my void-deck, i donno they sit there, but i know they will come, i got tell him sayin tt he don need come, i don wan see people fight or wat, i got leg wat, can go myself wat! i got frame n say i ask whoever come, pls lor, u all think first, i don need 'maid' to accompany me. its feel so weird wor.... thank for the breakfast anyway... somemore still tell me, "i don care who is there, as long as i know i m there!" wa, u all wan make me so wei nan lor... cant think for me de meh, all thise ediot!!!
I don like ppl to brag or complain bout wat they do... its abit too much, not totally cannot say la... but know ur limit ma... I got my own hand n leg, can walk n carry, can cook, can eat, can watever la... i feel so uneasy... so much to say yet don dare n don wan to say, nor even spell it, sometime keep it in ur heart is still the safest n best way....

I don dare trust certain frenx, give them a chance, twice, three time, they betray it, thinkin i donno but i do know, its feel so hurt but wat to do... haix.....

Ohhhh My, i found out tt my 'mummy'(lasyger) is actually my cousin de classmate since her sec school till now nyp. and we stay very darn near wor~

That day, that two person wan send me home, i was so angry n piss off le. its late i know, but its my neighbourhood, i can go home myself wat. i m half an adult le wat. its nice to have ppl send but den, when i don wan, pls respect me can... i was so piss off that i threatened to call the police... i walk off, to sense tt they stalk me n when i turn, i saw, i stood there n stare at them, den i walk off... n i nv reply or care them for two days, but cant, cux alot of msg, beta reply before someone threatened to die or wat again, i scare!!!

Will you ever notice me...