*[[ Angel full of Lღve]]*

~~Monday, February 26, 2007~~

3:08:00 PM

Wa, ytd blogger seem to have prob, i cant blog at all.... T.T 2 days ago, was a meaninful day wor, its HUMAN's BIRTHDAY~ but also got unpleasent thingy happen.

Well, let me tell u one by one ba. let start with the more impt de. Well, one of my frenx have a slight car accident.... ok maybe abit serious, but he don wan go see doctor, haix, i abit worried... headache n hand shiver? i more worried he got internal injuries la....

Main point!! which is link to the topic, haix, i got a person with hidden agenda in my guild for so long, yet i now den know how cunnin she can be. Such a two headed bitch who bad-mouth n backstab people n guild. Ediot la, any loyal at all, don need such person, pray for the new guild n pity them.... i rmb how she was so kelian n alone, n i have to kick someone to add her, yet now, she leave n shift the blame to other, n somemore got a xiao bai nian help her take the blackpot. haha.... goodluck to him... everything got pt, we call her, she online we talk to her, but she always afk, now she say we are wu liao, noone talk to her, wat bullshit, everyone know i m the most noisy gal. when will it ever be quiet? Den nvm, tell me one story, tell there another story. tryin to sow dispute?? Somemore ask me go find pok or wufa settle, my fault ar? siao one, shoudl they apologise n pay back, wat i find them? still tell me both side complain to her? wtf lor... don be such a bitch, admit to wat u do, give me empty promises, nvm, i will blame myself for not seein ur true colour earlier. but u know wat i m like, n wat i can be!! somemore can tell me, cannot be frenx if not same guild, but pls note wat u have done, check ur conscience pls!! LiuXiaoYu. ur name is not that nice, people used to say u scammer lai de!!! they ask me kick u yet i don wan, now u repay kindness with evil. U good....

Ok nvm, back to good thing, well, since its human bdae, need eat 7 diff type of vege ma(each got different meanin), den mother plan to have reunion dinner wor, but cux i have to work at night so they have reunion lunch instead. hehe Was quite a happy day, but was a very sian day at work... well, anyway wat past is past.

This yr is a funny year, the year of pig. *oinkoink* There are like alot of happen. to my frenx, all the bad incident, yet also got happy n nice incident happen to me. really is a funny n weird year, but the year is still long, don judge too early, hehe, let us all wait n see ^^

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, February 23, 2007~~

4:00:00 PM

Oh my, a record, there is a shar feelin of emptiness, wow, second blog of the day, haix, a record huh, i m feelin so grumpy n moodless, feel like cryin, its like, thing tropple down within a sec, well wat really happen, i can figure it out too, well, its ok, i shall figure it out later, or the most i run n hide lor, wakakakaka.

Argh! i cant control my freakin emotional at all now, i m overwhelm with sadness wat happen? did i get up on the wrong side of my bed? thing aint rite since the moment i got up, haix, right now, i m still sittin in front of my comp bloggin, when i m suppose to start work at 5, yet now is 4pm le, i got no mood. i can feel my tears rushin up, yet its a mirucal that i still can stop it from comin out, fhoooo, angel still pwned all. haha. Hey wat going on with me ar, can someone tell me, but not bad wat, at such a time still can luff n joke wor. hehe, mean i m fine lor. aint i rite, keke...

Sometime i know i got frenx la, who don have u tell me? But i wish i m frendless.... hehe, weird me hor, but i donno leh, i wish that now wor, den i trouble noone, fan noone, be more independent wor. Den i can hide into my small small corner, off all the light(save electricity).

I cant stand it la, i m tired la. this type of life suck, but who in the whole aint same? everyone got prob de wat, <> actually i also donno. sometime i wan to be alone... haha, wat my frenx say may be right, u only got a small brain, u wan put so much in. Haha. hmmmmmm, maybe i wan my brain to burst? wakakakaka. Baby is sot jor!!!!!!!

I m feelin so down, why why why, can someone tell me, yet i not willin to share wat happen, share my story, aiyo!!!! wan solve problem yet hide the roots, how people help u? how u even help urself, baka!! my heart feel so heavy, hey, today aint fri the 13 lor! cheer up come on gal^^ where the cheerful n happy one?? *pHooF* where liao??? sob

Will you ever notice me...

12:48:00 PM

unwell lately wor, but den again, i got a weird dream, is it a dream or is it a msg? well, i donno la... wait n see den know liao lor. Haix, when it really happen, i tell u my whole dream ok, i m still feelin weird over it wor. haix~

Weeee, ytd was a great outing, although only got 4 other guy turn up, meanin 5 people include me, but its a great day.... hehe got Eng, xxderrickxx, Prizm, jingzhou n me~ hehe

Happy day~ i m a happy gal~ in a happy world~~ wow, cant be more happy liao, cant stop smiling, feel so sweet, omg, mux be i see too many sweets, hyper liao. wakakakaka XD

WOw, this week i workin alot of days wor, i love this week de salary liao, think also shoick ar!! haha

Oh, btw, Eng will return to KL this sun, hope he enjoy his stay here, well, to me, i find, sg abit boring liao wor... haha

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, February 22, 2007~~

5:04:00 PM

Weeeeeee, one of my guild mate Eng comin sg wor... he reach today at 4.10pm hehe... den we are havin a guild outing tonight, weeeeeeeee but sadly, some of them cant make it, Haix.... Well, but nvm, make the best out of it....

Nowadays, got alot of xiaoren, i nth to say, cant prevent, cant avoid, well, let walk 1 step, see 1 step lor. hehe

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, February 20, 2007~~

3:10:00 AM

Haix, i seem to get alot of shockin news today!! (*0*)!! so stun!!! Haix.

1st of all, some people are jux liar la, if u cant do something pls don say, very rang ren look down on u de.

2nd, i suspect someone is hidin something but don wan say, he don seem to be himself lately, smart n close frenx all notice i felt sad. Even though i din show, haha, smart guys... well, i m feelin so insecure. Why cant tell me?? still lie to me, sweet talk, u jux aint like urself, wat going on with everyone, so different, so funny de...

3rd, someone ask me a qn, din u notice!!!! Actually i don!!! OMG!!! i have spilt personality?? i really have?? how come i donno!!! well, maybe i din wan to know? when did i have it?!!!! hmmm he use the word used to... haha, well, so angel can also be devil, or maybe jux a fallen angel??

Haix i m so confuse, don wan think le, later still need work 9am to 4pm, hope i can get some slp, n don cut my finger again like that day... not worth it la. to be distracted due to some people, whoever they are....

Guys out there, wan date me ar? beta think twice now, can tahan my attitude not? my weirdness not? n my newest one, spilt personality, i also today den know, wakakaka, seriously i m blur.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, February 19, 2007~~

1:23:00 AM

Wow i believe everyone is busy collecting angbao n celebrating this lovely chinese tradition festival with family members n relative, hehe but those who are far away, don be sad, even if they are not with u, their spirits are with u~ rmb this wor ^^

So sad, this year no ba gua, sob sob....

Well, lastly wish everyone collect more Red Packets~~~~~ ($.$)v

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, February 17, 2007~~

5:52:00 PM

Well, once again, its another chinese new year eve, jux that this yr, its yr 2007~
haix, ytd when i was workin i cut my finger, think its due to that i m so distracted, haix, mux be cux of that incident, i donno la, its abit unfair, but i m so piss off too, i m totally... well, its keep distract me, i cant concentrate at all.

Haix, i got a call that on this tue, i need work from 9am to 4pm, super spoilt my mood. workin on 3rd day of new year.

Haix, i wan to voice out so many thing, but den again, everything is makin me cannot think at all, like my family, especially my brother, really piss me off n spoilt my day.

anyway, hope this yr, i can have more freedom (i don like people to fan me or rush me, its make me more don wan to do), a comp of my own, n someone whom love me, n well, of course i love him, hehe, well a bf la.... but den again, not easy la... still need see destiny...

Hope this yr can get more red packet, hehe, den i can have more money ($.$)V

Brand new year liao wor, brand new life, get over n move on with life~ let the past be kept as a lovely memories. Good or Bad, well don matter liao, jux like a photo album. We keep adding on, wat pass, we cant change also.....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, February 13, 2007~~

9:12:00 PM

i startin to suspect more n more, who to trust. Whose words is correct. So wat if one of my frenx tell me, he will nv harm me, he jux harm me, not only once!!! n ask me to blame others? Mux he harm me cux my other 'jie' nv harm me??

WIll u ever harm ur frenx? or someone u like, den i will wonder, is wat you been sayin is true? don say lover la, that person will NV be my bf!!! if he so sot, wat if one day he abuse me??? Frenx? i maybe need to start n reconsider liao, will this frenxship last? always ask me, is he my frenx not, i now maybe wan say 'NO'! Where got frenx do till like this??

I din even offend him at all, nv touch him, i m so innocent, jux cux he mad, vent on me? BULLY me?!!! wtf he take me for? a weakling that he can bully when he wan?

Those that know me well, know that i hate to get bullied, i will get so piss-ed off n bite back. pls don test me, its aint fun, bullying is fun? sometime if u wan use this method to show thing. think before doing la! U ONE PERSON ANGRY, VENT FOR ME FOR WAT? WAT FOR MAKE EVERYONE ANGRY??

Haix tml valentine day, one more year of v.day wasted, hehe too bad, cux no loved-ones to spend with, hehe, more luck next year~~~~~~ anyway, i wan to wish everyone, happy valentine days ^^ <3

Will you ever notice me...