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~~Tuesday, September 18, 2007~~

7:25:00 AM

InSoMnIa ROX!!! well, basically its sux la... two night, cant slp..... haiz... today i set my target of sendin out resume~ hopin can get a job, make myself busy abit.... (^3^)/

well, is it busy or hope to get tired? hehe, so that i can fall aslp? wont think so much? but den again, its kinda in the character or is it the horoscope, feel real darn depressing~ haiz, sometime i wonder is it me? or m i really that despo? i only wan someone to love me n care, well frenx can do it, why wan a bf? but den again its different. hais... nvm, i paste out my horoscope thingy let u see, maybe u all may understand abit. I find its quite true but not totally.

CANCER WOMAN

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling
to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you
all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every
lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case,
you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she
will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been
influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if
you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept
her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be
funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people
may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She
loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will
not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help
you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes
will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also
influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating
woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough,
not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring
her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old
or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a
way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one
with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget
it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue
with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her
tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the
way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is
your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in
law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women,
but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and
disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K.
This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She
can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with
no Love.

So wat do u think? NVM, leave it to DESTINY, easy to say eh, hard to do. lols... wat to do a wat to do? human are creature with feelin, yet some can let go, some cant, xin hui yi leng a~ Who can save me now a~ haiz, only me.... but i m so unwillin to help myself... hmmm maybe not, but who can let go so easy? so fast?

Haiz, nvm forget it, well, pray for success for my jobs~ hope got ppl reply or ask me go interview~ gambateh~

haha, suddenly rmb, my bro close got burn a hole, hehe, rmb also funny, somemore he do like that shirt, happy feet shirt which is red in colour, well, mum was kinda mad, ok, time to watch abit of lucky star~ hope it bring me some luck. Ashiteru~

Will you ever notice me...