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~~Tuesday, October 30, 2007~~

12:47:00 PM

this is one of the pic that i pick up from the album.. haha, funcky so shy, hide behind his wifey... XD.. this is as promise, that i will add some detail... hahaha.... sry to those whom i din invite.. as only close frenx are invited.. well, i know most of them reallife liao... n most are them are from shinigami... unless they cant make it in time... hais... so sad... but well.. i really enjoy myself alot... XD thks for makin it happen and a wonderful day. the other pic, is only of me n LaoGonG. the rest is for my own views... wakakaka.. don wan shy with u all... =D

Ytd i went for a movie with ixuan jie, we went to watch the seeker its a nice show... and we have nacho~ wakakaka... so en ai we two.... rofl >.<>

4 more days... den one of my shinigami mate is comin to sg.... how i hate plannin outings.. zzz.. but well... see how ba... rofl.....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, October 27, 2007~~

7:18:00 PM

today is my dadi's birthday o. ytd was not a very happy day... lately my life lotsa conflict, well, maybe i m bad at handling it. hehe... well, anyway bad stuffs, let leave it out first... wish the best for my dad first...

well, two days ago, on the 25th, my char got married dy~ XD qiqi with jenjen... Grats Grats... although not in the best of mood, but i m glad, feel kinda secure... well... love him wat... hehe...

well, today post i will leave it short cos my mami wan use the comp, bro also... i add post in another one another day with more detail of the weddin gua.. hehe... happy happy...

for now, i m goin to enjoy the lovely birthday cake, n hope he like his present o~

den again, i wan to apologise to for not bloggin the past few days... abit tired and busy too.. maybe not in the mood.. well sometime also abit nth to say... hehe.... well, maybe is got la, but donno how to put to words so don blog le... hehe.... give u all some suspend ma... den let u all wait for my post... everyday also got story, where got fun, muz fish for ur craving... hehe.... errr, dono wat m i sayin le... rofl.....

hehe, one more week den my frenz comin pay a visit... i really wish to have a smooth days.. no more conflict with anyone, let everyone be happy... mux improve myself. really muz... cannot let ppl be disappointed with me.. like that not only very failure... not worth to be alive de a!!! hahaa.... i also learn that... sometime its communication... really need to talk it thru n not one person thing... when both pt are hot, let it be.. let them cool down first.... n for everything, there is a way to solve it... don everything try to solve it urself when it need two ppl o~ hehehe....

oh ya... one more thing... donno is it i tryin to avoid or tryin to be lasy n run... hahaha, my cruise thingy i don wan pick up the call, job was readin the papers but nth interest me, cos i donno wat i wanna do leh... maybe i should do some voluntee job... hehe, will be nice to help others, maybe i will feel beta also o... hehe.. XD

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, October 23, 2007~~

12:32:00 PM

XD so happy, shinigami is now being rebuildin(under construction).. with the help of many shinigami ppl. old player, some are returnin n not goin quit game, cos i m back, of course with the help of fm n bs soon. >.^ if this main guild go well... shinigami2 will be comin up real soon. hahaha.... maybe not so soon also =X thks for everyone support... We goin to be stronger! aim to be stronger, so we wont get bully, so let gambateh everyone (^3^)/

stupid mosquito bully me sia... T.T

ytd i have nightmare bout my mum... was so scare.... lucky its a dream.. well in the end. most thingy went well... hope its goin to be smooth sailing for now... ok ba, blog till here today den.. abit dono wat to say leh. too happy le....................... ashiteru.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, October 19, 2007~~

6:05:00 PM

i donno why did i wan to post to blog. totally confuse... i startin to think of myself... wat m i tryin to do or prove? m i tryin to make ppl angry? i think my character got a big prob.. needa change.. i scare of communication prob.. may make me lose my frenz... n ppl i love o, n even end up in big fight..

it is i m stupid or tryin make a fool out of him? sometime i also don understand. m i so retarded? donno how think or slow? wat is actually in my mind?

now ppl shiftin the blame on me... wat did i do? did anything happen to him? i nv grill him or wat lor... wat trouble did i give S10? ok, maybe its my fault... the detail i will leave out first.. wait till ryu get back to me... i wan know full detail... wat they mean by that.. puttin words into my mouth? they really wan boom shini?

who say all thing de? who tryin add fuel? well i don care le. i shall take all the blame... keep in my heart... all happy can le... since i m used to it dy... i m tired le... the responsible too big... i m still a gal

Hmmm den again... ppl marry for wat? cos u love the person? but den again, why some ppl don love yet marry? confusin leh... haiz, not my tai ji, why i care now a? hahaha... make myself fan...

wat ryu say make me think deep n real hurt.... *cryin softly in my room, noone goin to know* lately ppl copy my cute cartoon face sia... =)~ den i goin steal a frenx de face n edit become >.^Y cute rite? hehe...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, October 15, 2007~~

9:46:00 PM

hehe, today so power sia... i did some shoppin after some time... wow, at the end of the days... i end up gettin something for everyone ^^

u guys know that the tiger balm

got a cream for massage or muscle-ache rite? hehe, i know my dad feel like buyin den since his birthday is near, so i actually buy it for him, as surprise, afterall, i make him very angry... hope he can feel my heart. hehe. den when buyin stuffs, i got a coupon. hehe.. from ntuc... so she can change stuffs... den later on, we went mac, oh ya, today went out with pauline. hehe... she wan eat happy meal sia, somemore ask me help her buy, omg, its so funny. lolz.. cant stop luffin... ppl also luff at me.. feel abit pai seh sia... hehe

wawa, so long no go shoppin le... feel so nice... although not really shoppin type, but at least go out got a aim... feel happy... although was hopin goin out with someone else, but they are busy so, cant help it lor...

lately for no reason really feel so very down.. haiz... maybe really shout go find a job... oh ya, my sch call me, talk bout the trips, even tell me can ask my frenz, see who wanna go sia, hehe.. den even tell me that... when m i free, go down talk bout my degree which they goin to offer.. go down know more.. i abit lazy, somemore their new campus is at river valley, where the hell is that place?

oh well, its gettin late le, mum start naggin n scoldin le. i sign out first den, tml den blog somemore ba, but maybe tml i goin out also... i wan go drinkin!! but lately some ppl i wan find are mia sia... den donno why, lately got weird ppl try to date me out, or chase me as their gf.. lolz... moody n moodless o

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, October 14, 2007~~

6:44:00 PM

really very very moody lately leh!! even i myself donno how come or wat happen leh... juz feel like not talkin stayin quiet, yet at the same time, i feel lonely.. lolz... m i really so stupid? why got ppl callin me stupid gal de a? lolz... but its kinda cute too la... haha.. i really feel like goin out chill with frenz, have a drink... relax.. n not thinkin... maybe its call escapin... but finally i understand why...

was so upset and disappointed with a frenz(short-legged crab). she even sms me ask me i angry a, well i aint... juz upset... haiz... i don wish to see her drop into the 18th lv of hell, i went there for a walks once.. know wat its like... haiz... maybe she haven seen the ohsama(eimaj aka long bean, self proclaim pretty who actually an airport, ugly bitch with a ugly heart) de tail, but i saw it le wat!! she rather believe ppl so honest wont steal her bf, everything will tell her n wont cheat on her, den go ahead, i saw that ohsama de tail le, she bully me for how long. tryin her best to destroy me with her witchcraft with her side-kick(lebanna aka jellybean, short n cunning).

well, when thingy happen don turn to me n cry, cos i told u before, i even told u wat i think n my intuition, which are slowly happenin one by one... i understand them beta den u do, they show u their nice side, not their truth self... n she don need to report to u wat she do.. u ownself say, nv will intro ur bf to her, yet u did it... i told u they sure will msn or sms each other sooner or later, aint it startin to happen? she also din tell u, its accidentally, ur bf spilt the bean de...

well, all the best la.. real disappointed... treat u as a sista.. that why so care... stay across the street.. frenz for 6yrs... somemore now u 'A's u think i wont care meh? hope ur exma do well.. the rest up to u le, wan concentrate or not. i wont bother to ask.. u wan den tell me... in the end, wat u sow is wat u ripe la. i know wat u are like... if u don stay focus n ignore those for now. u will regret de... n stop lendin that jerk money. i fear he tryin scam money only... u ownself also got prob now lor. why so listen to the s.o.b words? but well, i cant say u at all.. love is blind n flawless.. u will do anything for the person u love... who know, maybe if i can afford i may also do that? but... the environment where i grow up in, the test which all bitches n son of bitches put me thru... i m stronger!!! BRING IT ON~!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, October 12, 2007~~

2:25:00 PM

Happy bdae hiro ^^

why some ppl so easy let go a? so easy be so strong n forget? izzi choosable? like by choice, this one can forget, this one cant? is all in the mind? confusin leh... hehe... lately me n some of my old frenz are contactable.. wow, miss them sia.. got almost 2yr nv talk to them le... lolz, cant imagine they still rmb me.

sometime is it really so easy fan kai or xiang tong? or izzi they used to it? or izzi that they are acting brave a? i no longer know leh....

den at the same time, why do some frenz, after they have a stead, they start to have a wall between them n their frenz? *wonder wonder wonder*

hehe, i know i abit attention seeker, but wat to do... i also know i immature n selfish... lolz... but sometime ppl change due to environment n their pasts.... >.<>

ARGH, do i really need counselling? why my frenz wan send me there? even say wan pay for me? not only 1, its more den one, but i doubt i need them, they cant really help me, they only like someone there for me to talk to only wat. why waste that type of money when i don have money?? hehe, but i can counsol my frenz leh... well, guess its very very true o, a doc cant cure herself, keke....

haiz... save up a, so many ppl bdae comin... well, my dad one more impt, n i have some impt stuffs to get too.. my hp bills... my hp... argh, its gettin more n more sot... T.T one day my phone really down.. i wonder how... haha, m i scare that i cant find ppl, i get lonely, or izzi i scare, the ppl i like cant contact me? or izzi that i scare i cant contact them? or izzi i scare that they tot i purposely? or izzi.... errr why i so many izzi, there see i think too much again. lolz... so slpy... i went back to nap ba... tired leh >.<

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, October 11, 2007~~

1:27:00 PM

zzz... Haiz... freak la! Really bloody ediot... today this post goin to be offensive!! cos i m very very piss off!!! PARENTS BIG FUCK A! Everything blame me!!! blame ur freakin self first leh...

1stly, they not happy, i stop playin wmo for the time being.. stop playin game.. even look for job, so gua n hardworkin......
2ndly, blame me for every freakin things. Haiz... wat does my bro result got to do with me? WTF! wat i know don wan teach him? is he ownself lazy, always ask for answer.. tell him le teach him le, he don care, only wan answer, den how he learn? exam time sure donno de rite? den exam almost fail, blame me sia, say i everyday play game, wtf!! i donno stop playin how long le lor!! T.T ming ku a!!! he almost fail, my fault? he ownself keep play, my fault? wat is call learn from me? is u ownself donno how to teach ur son lor! don find someone to shift the blame!! or vent ur anger... no wonder ur son so no manner la... even dare to yell at u, yet u tolerate him n aim me?

ytd night, my dad wake up n yell at me!!! haiz.. i really don wish to stay at this hse anymore, so cold.... worst den a prison.... den ppl call me got wrong? wtf, mum blame me say, i cos whole family to cant slp at all... ZZZ! EVERYTHING ALSO BLAME ME DE LA!!!! i cant take it lor.. i m juz a gal.

i also got mood de lor, keep tolerate... one day i goin explode!! i keep ren, let her scold n scold, she take it for granted... say thunder. say this n that, den scold again..!!! wtf.. mother big deal?!!! u think i can choose who to be my mum? this also yell that also yell, since i haven slp yell, wakey also yell! wtf she wan sia... i hot till cannot hot le la!!!

CAN SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why she guard me till so bloody tight, cant go here or there, cant stay over! cos she can keep me to vent her bloody anger?

p.s. haiz... wat m i? its so cold... i cant take it... i use comp also got prob? i stop playin for ur sake.. i give up so much n wat i get? so wat if i understand? my weak little heart is suffering... really suffering... its shattered... yet now, u are steppin on it... T.T gona collapse again soon..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, October 10, 2007~~

7:31:00 AM

this song can show it all ^^ wat i m thinkin, hehe....

slpy a!!!! whole night nv slp....... mind cant think... cant really blog. hear nice song ba...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, October 09, 2007~~

1:12:00 PM

T.T *boo hoo who* my poor hp... lately keep blank out, more n more often, sometime i cant even on back... wa, got 1 time, even more power a, auto blank out, den after few min, auto on a!!! scary a!!!!!! (wonder is it haunted now, keke, cant be...) but den again hor, this phone follow me very long le o... rmb my old old post? the one bout my dad bought me a phone? (6230i black) keke, ya lor, use till now leh, power, but now more n more faulty le... haiz...

Not i don wan pick up call or wat leh, i cant pick up wor!!! phone don wan let me on it a!!! jialat!!! nvm, den ppl cant find me liao.... u all leave voice mail lor, i promise i will listen to it.
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Wawa, ytd, went library with pauline, keep tell me a, her phone vibration spoilt, no vibration how?? lolz, i told her no vibration wont die, phone still can use... den when her frenz andy call her, she told him the same thing, guess wat!!! andy say wan buy her a vibrator, even ask her wat colour, lmao sia, this is the best joke of the day man... well, at least she is talkin happily. But when her bf call, she seem so moody (contrast to wat she thinkin lor, whole day waitin for his sms n call, keep ask me her phone is it spoilt, ask me call her n sms her, funny, my bill high le ah!!! but wat to do, she my frenz, den cfm not her phone spoilt, she come kajiao me, wawa) She keep talk to my phone, n say, ask ur phone ring la, ask la ask la, ring la, den when my phone ring, she will say, wa!! really ring le a... cartoon sia....

ytd night, tired... sleepy.... but she upset, so i pei ur chat.... wa wa... tell her tired, den go slp lor, she say no la, thinkin of thing only... wa wa... den she slp on the phone sia. goin kill her... dedrive me of my slp.. i so tired n headache still pei her, she slp on my calls T.T poor me... well.. but hope she feelin beta....
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Haiz... frenz, who real frenz, ownself open eye see la... i seen thru those 'bitches' mask.. but u haven, to u, they ur very long frenz, but how well do u know them??? have u seen their tail? haven rite... those memories may have torture me, but den again, its make me more strong. if not i wont be who i m today... (tsk tsk, u pity me got use... also past le wat... don say thing after it happen, its real frenz, will be there n stand n even help u de, but nvm... maybe all still young n childish donno how think, rofl....) [don try me hor... i very fierce one now, will revenge de... all debts will be return to *you know who n who* maybe should let u all try the in-hell feelin, before anyone else tio ur bullying a]

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, October 06, 2007~~

8:23:00 PM

this is the detail for the post 『Ended earlier den expected』 (warnin very long post a, somemore today got two post... hehe)

all along, i know i cant let go.. i love him... i miss him... i msg him hoping for a reply or something, but as time passes, i lose hope... that very day, i pluck up my courage and give him a call, hopin he will pick up. and he did, i was so happy, but he say call me later that night, bout midnight... ( i call him at bout 11plus.) so i waited for his call, till bout 3plus, i doze off totally le... den i awake at 6 due to a nightmare... after awhile which is 6plus, my phone ring, so happy, is he call de. i pick up...
Me: Wei Wei~
FM: nv slp a?
Me: got a, juz wake up not long.
FM: u always de la.. either juz wake up or cos nightmare. so accurate meh. u say wat den wat lor.
Me: really la...
(after few min of normal chattin)
Me: wa nv call me de, sms u also don wan reply
FM: think tell u before don like smsin, i also nv see.
Me: swt, wat if one day i went missin?
FM: can tell de, if wan go, go lor... also cant stop.
Me: who say, maybe can, u don try donno ma.
(after another few min of normal chattin)
Me: so next week u free?
FM: ya, where u wan go?
Me: hmm donno, eat u? Ha Ha...
FM: ok, den prefer napkit, fork, knife leh.
Me: Wa serious a, haha... siao...
(after another few min of normal chattin)
FM: u wat lv le
Me: same lor 128 nia, nv train
FM: when can u use back comp
Me: can dy a, juz that not home.
FM: can tell. got diff de, if home, one day 2 to 3 sms, if outside, very few.
Me: so smart a.
(he den startin askin bout game stuffs, like pets)
FM: got wat type of pet a, lv1
Me: fruitlet,chix,snake,crab,chivet cat...(answer very flatly)
FM: the look like doreamon de?
Me: ya (answer flatly, cos who have mood talk bout game sia?)
FM: maybe i should go find hunnygirl, den discuss bout 4-leave clover, juz nice sia, she got 38, i got 50 can change for pet.............. (continue talkin......)
Me: *zzzzz talkin bout hunny again* orh(answer very flatly)
FM: so ke lian, no hero at all, owe rayong money, owe ur baby 10 or 11m, sell all hero also cant get enough back... ur angel there got one chao a, last time got dy or i nv notice?
Me: *zzz still game stuff, haiz..* last time got dy, frenz de wat...(still flat in tone)
FM: everytime also say frenz de...
Me: but its real wat! (abit angry)
FM: need show me attitude meh?
Me: no a, where got? (pretend nth happen)
FM: can take ur white tiger fan go upgrade when my lv there
Me: *zzzzzz so exp.. don give u not happy den say our thinkin diff, everytime say i say my frenz de, cant, but really my frenz de wat, zzz, need think for them also lor, if my own, sure don mind lend u de lor, other ppl de...* ok lor(answer very flatly)
FM: ok bye
Me: [tendency to say wat i think] wa! makin use of me a? *jokinly say it... hehe*
FM: knew u wont say that, that why purposely say bye.
(pause for a moment)
FM: zzz, even when i know u goin say it, but den u still say it...
(pause again)
FM: u very WEI DA meh!
Me: *zzz wtf, i jokin with u nia, i think i m, ppl is give me face lor, i so let u somemore, if u think u don wan depend, don take a thing at all, don use la... wth lor.. like this say me.* no a(say in a apologetic manner)
(pause again)
(lazy say all detail le)
FM: bye, i wan call my frenz
Me: *so shattered n sad... yet... the more i think i m angry* wei, don like this la...
FM: bye, i wan call my frenz.
Me: haiz....
FM: bye.
Me: bye. (den hang up, with my heart hurtin... bleeedin le.. did i do wrong? always let him, let him eat me? i.................. ********************************)
(speechless le.... )

Will you ever notice me...

2:59:00 PM

Few days ago... bout 2 or 3... i receive a call from a zhabor(chinalady, cos she sound like). She say she call from telecast. wat tv channel, i forgot le, to do some survey, but i juz got this bad feelin, maybe my intuition bery gd la.. but cant be. why ppl from tv station call me? How they got my number...
Zhabor: hello~ i m callin from the tv station
Me: ok
Zhabor:juz wan do a survey
Me: ok
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(after few mins)
Zhabor: are u a housewife
Me: ! no la, i still young, only a student
Zhabor: how old are u
Me:19
Zhabor: wat ur name?
Me: !!huh! u call me, u donno my name? how did u get my number de o
Zhabor: got it from our database. from the comp
Me: Den how u call, since datebase sure have my name, cos its u who call me.
Zhabor: we don have ur name, i call from the comp, u cant see our number, i also cant see urs, here don have ur name, so wat ur name?
Me: since u call from comp, since its u call me de, sure have name de wat! if u donno who is the person, u will call meh!
Zhabor: *stun for a momment* errr call u back later.
Me: ok *giggling and smiling at my victory*

See so many scammer, lucky i m smart a... hehe.... learn from me pls, shoot them till the LL n nth to say. wakakakaka...

i suddenly rmb i wan share this with everyone, but i keep forgettin, cos have other stuffs.. hehe, i rmb it cos ytd my mum ask me watch tv, say alot of ppl get cheated by china lady.. wow. i m too smart for them... or are they juz plain dumb? tryin catch ppl weakness but lost to youngster? NOOB a! lolz... cheat for a living, wont get u anywhere de o...

i told my mum wat i chat with that Zhabor, she luff, luffin at her, so stupid... lols... den she tell me becareful, i tell her, i can outwit them, they cant outtalk me... talk till give up. rofl~ yeah (^*_*^)\/

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, October 05, 2007~~

7:22:00 AM

My heart stop death... juz when i saw some light out of darkness... den everything collaspe in... all hope are shattered... well... i have given up le, stop havin any expectation le... den i wont get hurt.. open up myself again... let him go...

Ok, open for any suitors who wan to register... but do give me some time to heal my wound... i don need any lifeboat. juz wan time n sincere...

p.s. think hunnygirl more suit u ba, fm. she way beta. the 3 acc, give u use ba. take wat u wan den... i m very tired n hurt le... now i m lettin u go... i cant take any more agony le... even if i cant love anyone, even if there is no feelin. but i rather avoid den face it now. juz run n run n don stop, so i don even have the breath to think... i shall stone my heart back again... (don need lie say is my bf, jus say old user sell to u ba, pay me some cash n its will be done. so u don feel u owe me...) but den, i doubt u will...

p.p.s. leave me alone ba, everyone.. cfm to be very moody. but when i m ok, i m back.. den a new life will begin... i aim for my cheerful playful old self.. love me for who i m, understand me for who i m. wont ever change for anyone... i m myself. don like, get lost! i aint no angel, juz a devil who actin kind. juz some dirt whom tryin to be some gems. i know my own limits le. so full stop shall it be ba. leavin myself in my pool of tears, hopin this is the last time i gona cry over u. cos its hurt... hurt real bad. addin wound to my injury. when will it ever heal?????

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, October 04, 2007~~

8:15:00 PM

深藏不露的愛戀因你潰堤
我不是你的天使我不懂你的天空
但我相信只要有你愛情會更美更好
只因你是我的天使

我們不是天使﹐所以學會自私。
我們不是天使﹐所以學會傷害。
喲唷由人想過﹐
用散落一地的心碎所拼湊的愛情﹐
那究竟是什麼樣子?
還會是大家喜歡的愛心形狀嗎?
或是很多條很多條彎曲的線﹐反覆重疊出一個圖形﹐
叫做『傷痕』?

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, October 02, 2007~~

10:07:00 PM

backy at home again... tiring... well, juz now cant use my comp, haiz. but once i m home, i feel like goin out again, so sian.. sick of it...

today i went out with pauline n ixuan, well pauline bring her frenz too, all are from MI(my old preU sch). lolz, their A level is near... we went seoul garden bbq... lolz, so long nv go le.. Really miss it. wow, woodland n amk outlet under reno sia...

tml i goin amk library with pauline. hehe, she study, well, i m juz escapin la... (tell u a secret, i cant take it.. i don like goin out, but i hate being at home even more)

Juz now got a mood for bloggin... a kick, but den when i reach this room, i got sian.. don wan say anything, but den, maybe juz add it in... was so piss off lor... haiz, needless to say, who else but my mami la... haiz, although non of my biz, but hear le also sian n sick of it ma... they are like bickerin n quarrelin again, i donno how to describe my feelin at all. its like so lost... so don wan be here. hear them scoldin n screamin.. i m tired, sick, i blame myself... dono why, but i do...

haiz... i reach home only, started to nag at me, so fan... so cold... felt so isolated... haiz. cant my hse feel more warmth n peaceful? bro like testin the fire... den my mum.. haiz. see them talk, hear them talk, canin, scoldin? no peace a...

my cash is more n more tight, but so wat if i work? aint its still the same... gettin a job is jux gettin something to do, gettin out of hse. at least not so sian... more freedom... But job(ideal one) not so easy to find ma, den again, i don like ppl to rush me find or do thing la.. haiz... give me some time ba.

(P.S. my little mood... darn upset, see mami yellin, know she is cryin.. haiz, my bro cos it again... heartpain leh, but wat to do? i cant do anything la!! Zz.. haiz.... feel so lost in the big big sea which i see no lighthse at all... this is something which noone except me can help myself. i m sick of being so lonely, findin company somewhere else..)

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, October 01, 2007~~

2:18:00 PM

1。遇到你真的愛的人時﹐要努力爭取和他相處下去﹐因為當他離去時﹐一切都來不及了。。。

2。遇到可信的朋友時﹐要好好和他相處﹐因為在人的一生中﹐能遇到的知己不多。

3。遇到人生中的貴人時﹐要記得好好感激﹐因為他是你人生的轉折點。

4。遇到曾經愛過的人﹐記得微笑向他感激﹐因為他是讓你更懂愛的人。

5。遇到曾經恨過的人時﹐要微笑向他打招呼﹐因為他讓你更加堅強。

6。遇到曾經背叛你的人時﹐跟他好好聊一聊﹐因為若不是他今天你不會懂這世界。

7。遇到曾經偷偷喜歡的人時﹐要祝他幸福唷﹗因為你喜歡他時﹐不是希望他幸福快樂嗎?

8。遇到匆匆離開你人生的人時﹐要謝謝他走過你的人生﹐因為他是你精彩回憶的一部分。

9。遇到曾經和你有誤會的人時﹐要趁現在解清誤會﹐因為你可能只有這一次機會解釋清楚。

10。遇到現在和相伴一生的人要百分百感謝他愛你﹐因為你們現在都得到幸福和真愛。

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