Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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两个世界的人，可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过，但是如果 他们相爱了，结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼，拼了命想 厮守一起，但却是害了对方，毁了自己。

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Friday, February 29, 2008
3:22:00 PM

The Next Leap Year is 2008
Leap Year has been the traditional time that women can propose marriage. In many of today's cultures, it is okay for a woman to propose marriage to a man. Society doesn't look down on such women. However, that hasn't always been the case. When the rules of courtship were stricter, women were only allowed to pop the question on one day every four years. That day was February 29th.

St. Bridget's Complaint
It is believed this tradition was started in 5th century Ireland when St. Bridget complained to St. Patrick about women having to wait for so long for a man to propose. According to legend, St. Patrick said the yearning females could propose on this one day in February during the leap year.

February 29th in English Law
According to English law, February 29th was ignored and had no legal status.

Folks assumed that traditions would also have no status on that day. It was also reasoned that since the leap year day existed to fix a problem in the calendar, it could also be used to fix an old and unjust custom that only let men propose marriage.

The first documentation of this practice dates back to 1288, when Scotland passed a law that allowed women to propose marriage to the man of their choice in that year. They also made it law that any man who declined a proposal in a leap year must pay a fine. The fine could range from a kiss to payment for a silk dress or a pair of gloves.

Sadie Hawkins Day
In the United States, some people have referred to this date as Sadie Hawkins Day with women being given the right to run after unmarried men to propose.

Sadie Hawkins was a female character in the Al Capp cartoon strip Li'l Abner. Many communities prefer to celebrate Sadie Hawkins Day in November which is when Al Capp first mentioned Sadie Hawkins Day.

Greek Superstition
There is a Greek superstition that claims couples have bad luck if they marry during a leap year. Apparently one in five engaged couples in Greece will avoid planning their wedding during a leap year.

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, February 28, 2008
2:57:00 PM

Yi Miao De An Wei
well, i m totally speechless.. so totally disappointed, its ok... only 6more days.... Den i have to come to maybe a short conclusion... oh well... i m tired........... viewin and thinkin.... (RUN ALL U WAN BUT U CANT HIDE)
我不會唱歌

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, February 27, 2008
3:16:00 PM

Everyday, my tolerance lv, i donno izzi increasin or decreasing... Is wat he say rite? Maybe, maybe not... when will the line break, today i have a very big conflict with mum again... she say something which trigger, den i juz ok lor, i don stay here lor, i move, den she goes, move out lor, go lor go lor, den i ok, when i get a job, i will go, den she keep nag n shout n scold n threatened to withdraw all my bank money. wtf! its all my money leh! bitch sia! haiz........

ANYONE WILL BE SO KIND GET ME A PHONE WITHOUT ANY MOTIVE? I DOUBT! HAHA!!!

thingy are testin my limit, m i really distancing myself? izzi cos of the environment that i m startin to hide and curl tgt? i felt that my frenz are changin, they are not frenz(not all of them la) i m fearing, i m hidin, i m runnin, its time i face it rite.. think thru it...

lately alot, alot of shit happen... till i jitao dono how to explain n dono wat to say... but why... i wan know the truth... noone dare to stand up to admit fault or even juz stand up to make thing clear, who the fuck did it? why the hell did it? wat the hell izzi for? being juz a lameshit ass? den again... are they runnin away from the prob? that all don dare to face and juz hide(typical coward). all don even dare come in, sms don wan reply, are they now even frenz? real frenz? ARE MY FRENZ STILL MY FRENZ? ARE THEY EVEN ONCE MY FRENZ? (sobbin to myself n thinkin bout it, *hurts* wat goin on? who izzi? wat the real and the fake? who can help and guide me? truth? or juz a lies?

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, February 26, 2008
10:25:00 AM

KNNBCCB! CHILDISH WHORE! BED ARD NVM, SLP ARD NVM, CHILDISH TILL COME TAKE OVER CHANNEL? BITCH LEH, NV OFFEND U, WTF ARE U? DO TILL LIKE THIS? FLIRT ALL U WAN, CHEEBYE! NB! NO WONDER PPL DON WAN TALK TO U, OMG, DONNO WHY JOEL CAN WAN U. COS U MOAN ON THE PHONE? COS U MAKE HIM HORNY?! LOLZ! TYPICAL SLUTY ACTION, WOW, FRIENDSTER ALSO REMOVE ALL PIC A, MUZ BE U UGLY TILL CANNOT MAKE IT LA!

JUZ LIKE WAT MY FRENZ SAY, HOW I REALLY WISH NOW I HAVE THAT DEATH NOTE THAT BOOK, AND I WILL CURSE AND SWEAR EVEN MORE AND WRITE IN THAT BOOK!

TO THINK I LET A TIME BOMB INTO MY OLD CLAN CHANNEL! TO THINK I JUZ THINKIN UR HARMLESS LET U STAY ARD, NV CHASE U AWAY, TO THINK U DO TILL LIKE THIS! SLUT! BITCH! WHORE! SHOULD HAVE GUARD U! NOONE IS GOOD! FUCKER! REGRETIN BUT U JUZ WAIT AND SEE! (MS-MYSELF AKA REDLUST`) U THINK TOO LOWLY OF ME LIAO. THINK AFTER THIS TIME ROUND, U ADDED AFEW MORE ENEMY!

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, February 25, 2008
7:46:00 PM

today will only be a short short post.. think i goin to kinda isolated myself for the next 9days liao... juz stay home n maybe find work, alot of thing need to be sort out.. tots n everythings... its juz a small matter but its lead to my future, my fate.. wat i really wan, i m slowly seein my path, but i see alot of blockage n alot of torns... kinda in a lost but i really need to think clear and decide and cant be wishy-washy liao...

time is runnin out... this 9days shall prove and say everything, its the final 9days for me to choing and get watever result i wan in the future... partly i now donno how to explain and how to express wat i wanna say but den... here is juz a guideline...

Changes are the ONLY Constant Things... this is wat i can say.. but i know i din changes... i very sure... but its time i change too.. be more mature? which been hidin deep in me... alot of thing i can hack care and give up le... its time to do it as i aint young le...

FRENZ? well, wat does it really mean? i felt alot of changes.. ppl really changes, it felt so horrible.. think i really wan cried soon. maybe cry for them the last time n maybe juz give all up. ignore all, restart my life? oh well, i really dono leh!.. haiz... wat with everything? i know i m possessive but den the thing is that.. they wont share, but oh well, i have no rite to ask also.. no rite to know, anyway let it be an unknown lor, den maybe i will be stronger to forget? though i think if i know the answer, i will ignore it even beta... be there for me, if not i will hate u... leave me now... n regret... maybe u really juz doin it for me.. but...............

p.s. wish rain who went to japan for 2months have a safe journey and enjoy himself <3

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, February 23, 2008
9:36:00 PM

haiz, today suppose to be a happy day... everything was smooth sailing and happy, den my dad was supposingly to have a game of mahjongg.

i was happily joking with my frenz.. using some old trick of www with a .com n something behind n linkin everything we wanna say in the middle.. haha, some of them got blur while some follow us.

my mum and my bro are also happily playin with the comp beside my this comp, they are playin some car racing game, luffin and smiling away... but my bro keep complainin that there is no net, he cant play his runescape, but that game keep make the comp hang n spoilt, well, i donno how to fix it la, den my mum wan to stand up n try fix it... well, its actually the net, juz restart the modern can liao. but i lazy to really care, cos i m abit fed up with my bro, but den he did the most stupid thing in the world! he pull away the chair, which supposely my mum should be sittin. unknowingly to her she sat back, i was so shock when i suddenly see her fall down, den she try grab the chair beside her, the heavy wooden chair fall too, lucky it fell beside her n not on her, lucky she din grab the tvstand on top of the comp table, imagine all fall down on her, she would have been crush.

i can felt that she is hurtin, can see her eye fill with tears, she juz went into the toilet, den she scold my bro, how can pull the chair away, den my father came in, very angry and scold too... its spoilt his mood, oh well, hope he will win, haiz... why my fucker bro go n spoilt the day... later dad lose, will vent on me...

haiz... wat if something happen? she is so old liao... zzz my bro really donno how to think leh... haiz... i m already troubled with so many things, den suddenly now something else to worried bout... its addin-on... how much more time? how long more? i really goin to cannot take it soon...

zzz, den donno why she can link till scold me, when everytime i m so innocent, when i m happily watchin a movie, and chattin with frenz, now she force me off, den nth to do with me, i got scolded... haiz hp spoilt, one more lesser entertainment.... >.<

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, February 18, 2008
4:44:00 PM

few days ago, a frenz of mine (whom i know for 5yrs) msg me something which totally make me darn upset... i only ask him wat happen, how come put his buddy aeroplane, cos his buddy is my frenz too, he din even wan pick up my frenz call or reply an sms, so i send a msg, but who know to my horror, his reply to me is so hurtin "What u 1 then u buy things 4 him la knn dont talk so much ok dont fucking sms me ccb"

today he call n apologize... but i aint angry at all, only upset... den his buddy who is my frenz, say him, cos its his fault to start with... haha....

anyway, nth much to blog bout today.... so slpy n tired.. anyway dedicate this song to a lovely person..

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, February 17, 2008
10:48:00 PM

[22:35:51] <@L`-Du|anZ> i slpt at 2pm, noone mornin me call me
[22:35:58] <@L`-Du|anZ> so i bout 4pm up, see many miss call
[22:36:07] <@L`-Du|anZ> den i call bean, he eatin lunch sia, ok nvm
[22:36:14] <@L`-Du|anZ> reach there le
[22:36:22] <@L`-Du|anZ> we play, he like don really join also de
[22:36:26] <@L`-Du|anZ> donno wat he wan also la
[22:36:32] <@L`-Du|anZ> den nvm, we play a game
[22:36:41] <@L`-Du|anZ> i totally sick cos, not enuff slp ma, den i sit there
[22:36:47] relax man new year haven't over smile~
[22:36:49] <@L`-Du|anZ> he say he wan shoot, wan go other place, i ask him think lor
[22:37:02] <@L`-Du|anZ> den he say knn, sit down here waste time n something like that
[22:37:04] <@L`-Du|anZ> very rude
[22:37:10] <@[z][A][c]> o.o
[22:37:12] <@L`-Du|anZ> den i say, u wan, u think where u wan go la
[22:37:15] <@L`-Du|anZ> he come scold me leh
[22:37:21] <@L`-Du|anZ> say i don wan play, i don let them play
[22:37:23] <@[z][A][c]> chotomaaaattttteeeeee where u play bball?
[22:37:31] <@L`-Du|anZ> wtf lor, if i really don let, i wont even bother bring down lend them la
[22:37:32] * KaKa`PrEp is now known as KaKaRoTo
[22:37:32] <@ReNa`BuSy> 6,1.13†6.0¬14¨ 13¸14— 0wåd13·0thê13·0hêll 14—13¸ 14¨0¬6.13†6.
[22:37:34] <@L`-Du|anZ> i m like unwell lor!
[22:37:37] <@ReNa`BuSy> he liek tat say
[22:37:48] <@ReNa`BuSy> then him y u come then
[22:37:49] <@L`-Du|anZ> i m not well, i still wake up, bring the ball lend them
[22:37:51] <@L`-Du|anZ> den nvm
[22:37:54] <@L`-Du|anZ> i say he
[22:37:54] * chEmistry (téÇhnØ\\-@bb116-14-164-92.singnet.com.sg) has joined #tshirt
[22:37:58] <@L`-Du|anZ> he ask me keep my cool
[22:37:59] <@L`-Du|anZ> chill
[22:38:00] <@L`-Du|anZ> keep say me
[22:38:03] <@L`-Du|anZ> i wan take ball zham
[22:38:08] <@L`-Du|anZ> someone don let me take
[22:38:10] <@L`-Du|anZ> nvm, i stand up
[22:38:13] <@L`-Du|anZ> i totally wan slap him liao
[22:38:15] <@L`-Du|anZ> he come say
[22:38:17] <@L`-Du|anZ> U WATCH IT
[22:38:18] <@L`-Du|anZ> wtf
[22:38:22] <@hitsu> wuss
[22:38:25] * KaKaRoTo (~kakaroto@cm178.sigma120.maxonline.com.sg) Quit (Quit (((I am still waiting..waiting for the right one to come along..))))
[22:38:26] <@L`-Du|anZ> he at fault, he come threatened me!
[22:38:26] <@hitsu> wuss spotted
[22:38:32] <@[z][A][c]> wat fuck is that sia
[22:38:41] <@ReNa`BuSy> 13,1·15·14/13·0×15. 0• 13. . .0[15. 0¥13å0 la 15.0]13. . . 0•13 .0×13·14\15·13·
[22:38:46] <@[z][A][c]> siao lang
[22:38:49] <@L`-Du|anZ> i got many witness there lor

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, February 13, 2008
8:15:00 PM


有時候對一個人　那麽用心
卻還是搞不清楚　她的邏輯

談戀愛誰沒演過一點戲
裝沒事　裝忘記　裝相信

有時候和一個人　那麽盡力
卻還是忍不住想　保護自己

誰戀愛不曾藏一點秘密
留防備　留回憶　留心情

謝謝你總是陪我分享
不能跟情人說的話

我反反複複你也從不笑我
老是罵他卻又離不開他

謝謝你總是替我收藏
不想跟情人說的話

我胡思亂想你一直握著我手
讓我釋放　然後慢慢寬廣

別人都說我很堅強
只有你勸我別逞強
愛是漂亮卻不完美的天堂
舊了總有需要修補的地方

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, February 12, 2008
2:40:00 PM

A
  • Acacia - Secret love
  • Acorn - Nordic symbol of life and immortality
  • Aloe - Grief
  • Allspice - Compassion
  • Ambrosia - Love returned
  • Amaryllis - Pride; Timidity
  • Anemone - Unfading love
  • Angelica - Inspiration
  • Aniseed - Restoration of youth
  • Arbutis - Only love
  • Apple - Preference
  • Aster - Love; daintiness
  • Azalea - Take care of yourself for me; fragile passion; Chinese symbol of womanhood

B

  • Bachelor Button - Celibacy
  • Baby's Breath - Everlasting Love
  • Basil - Best Wishes, Love
  • Bay Leaf - Strength
  • Begonia - Beware
  • Bells Of Ireland - Good luck
  • Bird Of Paradise - Magnificence
  • Bittersweet - Truth
  • Bluebell - Humility; constancy
  • Borage - Courage
  • Bouquet of withered flowers - Rejected love
  • Burnet - A merry heart
  • Buttercup - Cheerfulness

C

  • Cactus - Endurance; warmth
  • Calendula - Joy
  • Camellia - Admiration; perfection; good luck gift to a man
  • Candytuft - indifference
  • Carnation (in general) Bonds of affection; health and energy; fascination; woman love
  • Carnation (pink) - I'll never forget you
  • Carnation (purple) - Capriciousness; whimsical; changeable
  • Carnation (red) - My heart aches for you; admiration
  • Carnation (solid color) -Yes
  • Carnation (striped)- No; refusal; sorry I can't be with you; wish I could be with you
  • Carnation (white) -Sweet and lovely; innocence; pure love; woman's good luck gift
  • Carnation (yellow) - Rejection; disdain
  • Cattail - Peace; prosperity
  • Chamomile - Patience ; attracts wealth
  • Chrysanthemum (in general) - Cheerfulness; You're a wonderful friend
  • Chrysanthemum (red) - I love
  • Chrysanthemum (white) - Truth
  • Chrysanthemum (yellow) -Slighted love
  • Coreopsis - Always cheerful
  • Coriander - Lust
  • Cowslip - Pensiveness; winning grace
  • Crocus - Cheerfulness; abuse not
  • Cyclamen - Resignation and goodbye
  • Clover Good luck

D

  • Daffodil Respect
  • Daisy Innocence
  • Dandelion Wishes come true

E

  • Eucalyptus - Protection

F

  • Fennel - Worthy of all praise
  • Fern - Sincerity
  • Forget-Me-Not - True love
  • Fern (Magic) - Fascination; confidence and shelter
  • Fern (Maidenhair) - Secret bond of love
  • Feverfew - Protection
  • Fir - Time
  • Flax - Domestic symbol; fate
  • Forget-me-not - True love; memories
  • Forsythia - Anticipation

G

  • Gardenia - You're lovely; secret love
  • Garland of roses - Reward of virtue
  • Garlic - Courage; strength
  • Geranium (Scented) - Preference
  • Gladiolus - Love at first sight
  • Grass - Submission; utility

H

  • Heather (lavender) - Admiration; solitude
  • Heather (white) - Protection; wishes will come true
  • Hibiscus - Delicate beauty
  • Holly - Good will, Defense;domestic Happiness; foresight
  • Honeysuckle - Generous and devoted affection
  • Hyacinth (general) - Games and sports; rashness;flower dedicated to Apollo
  • Hyacinth (blue) - Constancy
  • Hyacinth ( purple) - I'm sorry; please forgive me; sorrow
  • Hyacinth (red or pink) - Play
  • Hyacinth (white) - Loveliness; I'll pray for you
  • Hyacinth (yellow) - Jealousy
  • Hydrangea - Thank you for understanding; frigidity; heartlessness
  • Hyssop - Wards away evil spirits

I

  • Iris - Faith; hope; wisdom and valor
  • Ivy - Fidelity and friendship
  • Ivy - sprig of white tendrils - Anxious to please; affection

J

  • Jasmine - Amiability; attracts wealth
  • Jonquil - Love me; affection returned; desire; sympathy; desire for a return of affection
  • Juniper Protection
    L
  • Larkspur - pink - Fickleness
  • Lavender - Devotion
  • Lemon - Zest
  • Lemon Balm - Brings love
  • Lemon verbena - Attracts opposite sex
  • Lily (general) - Keeps unwanted visitors away
  • Lily (calia) - Beauty
  • Lily (day) - Coquetry
  • Lily (eucharis) - Maiden charms
  • Lily (orange) - Hatred
  • Lily (tiger) - Wealth; pride
  • Lily (white) - Virginity; purity; majesty; it's heavenly to be with you
  • Lily (yellow) - I'm walking on air; false and gay
  • Lily of the valley - sweetness; return to happiness; humility

M

  • Magnolia - Sweetness; beauty; love of nature
  • Marigold - Comforts the heart
  • Mint - Protection from illness; warmth of feeling
  • Marjoram (sweet) - Joy and happiness
  • Mistletoe - Kiss me; affection; to surmount difficulties; sacred plant of India
  • Monkshood - Beware, a deadly foe is near; chivalry
  • Moss - Maternal love; charity
  • Myrtle - Love; Hebrew emblem of marriage

N

  • Narcissus - Egotism; formality; stay as sweet as you are
  • Nasturtium - Conquest; victory in battle; maternal love; charity; patriotism

O

  • Oleander - Caution; beware
  • Orange Generosity
  • Orange Blossom - Brings wisdom
  • Orange Mock - Deceit
  • Orchid - Love; beauty; refinement; beautiful lady; Chinese symbol for many children
  • Orchid (cattleya) - Mature charm

P

  • Palm leaves - Victory and success
  • Pansy - Thoughts; love
  • Peach Longevity
  • Peony - Aphrodisiac
  • Petunia - Resentment; anger; your presence soothes me
  • Pine - Hope; pity
  • Poppy (general) - Eternal sleep ; oblivion; imagination
  • Poppy (red) -Pleasure; consolation
  • Poppy (white) - Consolation; sleep
  • Poppy( yellow) - Wealth; success
  • Prickly Pear - Satire
  • Primrose - I can't live without you; early youth
  • Primrose(evening) - Inconstancy

R

  • Rose (general)(Red) - Love ; I love you
  • Rose( white) - Eternal Love ; innocence; heavenly; secrecy and silence
  • Rose(pink) - Perfect happiness; please believe me
  • Rose(Yellow) - Friendship ; jealousy; try to care
  • Rose(Black) -Death
  • Rose(red and white) - Together; unity
  • Rose(thornless) - Love at first sight
  • Rose( single, full bloom) - I love you; I still love you
  • Rose bud - Beauty and youth ; a heart innocent of love
  • Rose bud(red) - Pure and lovely
  • Rose bud(white) - Girlhood
  • Rosebud (moss) - Confessions of love
  • Roses(Bouquet of full bloom) - Gratitude
  • Roses( Garland or crown of) - Beware of virtue; reward of merit; crown ; symbol of superior merit
  • Roses ( musk cluster) - Charming
  • Rose(tea) - I'll always remember
  • Rose(cabbage) - Ambassador of love
  • Rose(Christmas) - Tranquilize my anxiety; anxiety
  • Rose(damask) - Brilliant complexion
  • Rose(dark crimson) - Mourning
  • Rose(hibiscus) - Delicate beauty
  • Rose leaf - You may hope
  • Rosemary - Remembrance

S

  • Sage Wisdom - long life
  • Salvia -(blue) I think of you
  • Smilax - Loveliness
  • Snapdragon - Deception; gracious lady; presumption
  • Spiderflower - Elope with me
  • Stephanotis - Happiness in marriage; desire to travel
  • Stock - Lasting beauty
  • Strawberry - Perfect goodness
  • Sunflower - Loyalty; wishes
  • Sweetpea - Goodbye; departure; blissful pleasure; Thank you for a lovely time

T

  • Thyme - Strength and courage; ensures restful sleep
  • Tulip(general) - Fame,charity; perfect lover
  • Tulip(red) - Believe me; declaration of love
  • Tulip(variegated) - Beautiful eyes
  • Tulip(yellow) - Hopeless love

V

  • Violet - Modesty; calms tempers; induces sleep
  • Violet(blue) - Watchfulness; faithfulness; I'll always be true
  • Violet(white) - Let's take a chance on happiness
  • Viscaria - Will you dance with me?

W

  • Woodruff - sweet humility

Y

  • Yarrow - Health,healing

Z

  • Zinnia - Thoughts of friends
  • Zinnia(magenta) - Lasting affection
  • Zinnia(mixed) - Thinking of an absent friend
  • Zinnia(scarlet) - Constancy
  • Zinnia(white) - Goodness
  • Zinnia(yellow) - Daily remembrance

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, February 09, 2008
9:07:00 PM

lolz... wat a topic rite? but well, i m really confuse with my tots of future... since last night, i suddenly think thru alot of stuffs, like wat i wan... although its not wat i really wanted, but its kinda of a plan, which i really really wanna try! oh well, cos i m sick of the normal boring plain day.

i m willin to get a job, but i hate being tied down like a jailbird. maybe i should really sit down n talk to my mum or maybe get a deal with her, its really goin thru my mind n is troublin me alot, i know she will not approve, but nv try nv know ma, n i really cant really take it at all... maybe get a time frame with her, like a contract like that la... well, with term n condition. juz wait, maybe on monday? when my dad went back to work, n bro went to sch, i juz sit down n chat with my mum bout it... cos i think so much n no do also no use... after i talk with my mum, i may blog it up.

i really need a darn stupid phone but i cant really decide, is nokia E65pink one beta or 6288 blue one... its time...

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, February 06, 2008
10:34:00 PM

wow, two day ago, i kinda saw gang fight at amk sia! at the big mac center there!! cool! with chairs n table.. wow! haiz...

ok impt thingy... useless newspaper pig really very disappointing. juz as i suspect, he is tryin to tiao bo li jian! well, he donno how much i trusted my prince. wakakakaka... ok that not very the main point also la... watever... all those i keep in my mind... don wan tell u all liao.

actually i don even know why i blogged today... so mix confusion. well... i love my prince... only him! see he so choingster also heartpain... but well, at least he got dream...

keke... how bout my little dream? of the biz i wanna open? maybe will come true but not yet.. i don have fundings. n i have think detail enuff... hehe...

lastly new year come le, pray for many ang bao, cos my phone really spoilt till canot spoilt le...

but today donno why it juz feel like a normal average day to me... sian...

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, February 04, 2008
3:46:00 PM

$%!^#@$#@ stupid newspaper pig! return goodness with bad! wtf sia!!! m i too kind? m i too naive? wat the world becomin? so scheming! oh well!!! nvm, i will get my revenge! revenge is sweet!!! See wat i can do sia! $^@!@$%!#%^@!#$ horri!

i did so much to only get this in return? u banish me? oh well... fine, i will leave... but den, leavin is one thing... are u tryin to make me give up on my prince by tellin me shit? i know u two stay near... oh well. i believe in him! he is super alot more beta den in all ways!!! U JUZ SUCK TO THE CORE! n yea..watever. i know i m a kids.. but don bloody act like u know n understand me dude!

why do some ppl like to make use of others, den after finish usin, juz throw them aside, freakin hurt! DO I REALLY HAVE FRENZ? WAT IS CALL FRENZ?

Zzzz... BITCH!!!! argh... i m already so stress up... so piss off... so cant take it... temper? yea rite... u aint me... i stay in an environment which i went thru alot... mum shoutin at u every single day, every single mins! that make u so up-tight that u can juz cry any single sec... scold n shout! FUCK! haiz... everything also blame me, can someone juz kill me, b4 i can no longer take it... pls...... i went thru so many years of it... n now i m tired.......

zzzzzz. stupid, hp got cut off. watever la!

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, February 03, 2008
7:41:00 PM

v.day is comin soon... suddenly i wish, it will not come... its make me feel so bored.. so alone... so out of place now.... it will juz be a plain any day.. =} maybe juz a slow sad lonely day? hope not la.. lolz! siao... i can spend with frenz ma. wakakaka...

lately my dreams always have prince... which kinda hurtin me... i know dreams cant be believe... but oh well. at least i feel a slight happy. haha!!!


[16:36:53] <|e`danny> she just wan something up her pussy to enjoy tat all [16:36:56] <|e`danny> she dun need care<--- hearin this kinda hurt... but oh well... his mouth.

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, February 01, 2008
4:03:00 PM


lolz! omg, joke of the week sia!!! my frenz(a guy) got 'rape' by a shemale!!! omg omg omg, well he think its a gal, but well, maybe now 'she' is a gal la, cos 'she' went for operation wat!! OMFG!! i cant stop luffin at it... hahaha!!! how stupid can he get? oh well, there are more gossipy detail, well i gona ask him bout it!! hahaha, think its a nightmare for him a!! lolz!!! OMG OMG OMG! WTF SIA! cant stop luffin when i think of it la. omg, i m juz so evil to luff at him, but i cant stop it! THAT PRINCESS SURE ROX!

fhooooooo, ytd bball session is scary! i almost fainted!! more den once, oh well, maybe nv slp, den over-exercise, so giddy, that i know i will faint. so i juz stop n drop on the floor, but after awhile, its bad to leave my frenz alone, cos we playin frenzly match (not that frenzly also la *fierce*) den i rest awhile, den beta le, den i return to the game, but who know, before i throw, i see double ring, oh well, i knew i hit my limit... so double vision, so blur, so giddy, wow, like the world fallin down~ fhoooo, shoick!

my thumb is hurtin... well, my hand really startin to shiver le... pray it don come back! *scared* oh well, don care so much bout it first... ytd i was juz lying at the playground with my frenz, oh well, playground is always juz so nice... a gd place to chill =}

Will you ever notice me...