Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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两个世界的人，可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过，但是如果 他们相爱了，结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼，拼了命想 厮守一起，但却是害了对方，毁了自己。

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
9:04:00 PM

:( seem like i m either hate or dislike.............................. i m upset. so very upset.... ppl are tryin to steal my love away.......... i feel like a walkin corpse now.... bleedin..................... hmmm. i know lately the post kinda emo.. well i don wan it either...

why is my bf callin other gal love, hun? and so much thing?? aint love call jus for couple?? how will he feel if i do that? does he know two can play this game? but i wont be so childish.. :) maybe human are jus selfish. that include me... wat to do. other gal are cuter... game suck. it jus suck... it spoilt everything.... miserable...........

even mum know. she jus keep quiet now... hahaha... she saw the video and like it too...

sigh... why do i feel so upset. so miserable??? i saw with my own eyes. he askin for invite on ym from another gal... he askin for pic from gals too.. =/ i felt so jealous. so unhappy.... suddenly i cant stop my tears. i feel my heart stop beatin... life is filled with lies... but white lies are good. its comfy to hear. and easy to forgive :) and simply we are jus fine again...

but my heart hurtin so badly today.... is my frens really my frens? are they there to spoilt and break me up? or to help me??? who can be trusted? who cant? to think he say that out so easily... u can leave if u wan... does he care? it hurt..... jus too hurt................... i m so shattered now........................................... my life feel grey............ m i really so blind? i tot i found wat i wan... my mum keep bring me back to the cruel world. ask me see wat in wlo... it hurt. that game suck. it bring nth but saddness...... I HATE THAT GAME TO THE CORE NOW... burn it....

ha ha ha... but at the end of the day. i m fine again. i always pick myself up... m i really so strong?? i know i m fragile. i felt like i cant breathe... the air so tight... my chest so tight... i know i used to keepin thing to myself. closin an eye. cos i care... i tot findin an excuse to forget. i will be better. but sometime its better to say it.. so they know wat wrong. rite? hahahaha.... will human change? a leopard nv change its spot. does it...

T.T why did u wan me away? when u know i cant lose u?? are u tryin to ask me to go and die? oh man. i m so not ok today. i m so... grrrrr..... if u wanna leave. pls kill me first.

family prob are gathering. mum always scold till she cry. i need a chill and a breath out soon. but i don feel like goin out.... lately. i keep seein thing when i close my eyes.. even i cant explain it. its jus so weird...

sigh. i mind i mind i mind!! i mind so many thing... but who wont XD YiPeeee.................... hahahahahaaaa...................... i m not that perfect as everyone think. jus that i know how to think yet i don wan to say... =/ human are so complicating... they always contridict themself.

i feel so unwelcome............ so.... hard... in my hse. everyday seem like a torture. i wanna get out. as in really leave forever... alot alot on my mind. make me cannot think. mind blank.... who and where m i......... haha... hope i don collaspe and faint or suddenly memories lost XD.... hehehe... suddenly... i m sot................ blog tml ba...... cos idk wat m i sayin le...

Will you ever notice me...