Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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两个世界的人,可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过,但是如果 他们相爱了,结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼,拼了命想 厮守一起,但却是害了对方,毁了自己。

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Monday, December 22, 2008
8:38:00 PM

sigh... why do such gal exsisted? hahahaha a bf stealer sluttery bitch? add phipz123@yahoo.com. she strip for guys. so gal better becareful.....

i have a real weird dream last night... wat does the number 189 mean? wat day izzi?? i have so much to say.. yet donno how to say.... fearful.... T.T *cries* i don wanna worry bout anything now.. m already sick... i shall eat my medi and go to slp. don wanna think dy...

CAREFUL OF RETRIBUTION!!!!!

nice title.. "i hate u bitch"

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, December 20, 2008
8:23:00 PM

hahaha nth to say. jus a song.. :(

suddenly i got thing to say. i m too bloody naive.. bad thing.. :( having ppl to luff at me. insult me.. cos of some dumb thing which is not my fault. wait and see. bitches. i will send u to hell. i m always mean and cruel... i fight for my right. be nice to me. i return kindness. if ur mean to me. u better watch out for ur retribution.

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, December 15, 2008
8:06:00 PM

Ha Ha Ha... did i really get over it? i tried to spend time. but it take two hand to clap.. i haven been waitin till now. and yet... noone is insight... how does it feel to be two-time. it make u feel shitty. and so worthless... are promises jus empty promise? will someone really change for love? or for the person he/she love? haiz... leopard nv change it spot. a dog nv quit eating shit.

奇跡﹐是用來期待﹐還是用賴相信? this phrase really very suit. mircale issi to await or to believe? or izzi jus to comfort myself? i m losing trust... are my frens really my frens? i m the last one to know... wlo really have many bitches.. but its ok. i m gona leave... i guess i really have to leave.. its too painful... ppl keep tryin to steal. even some lcpig. why m i the last to know. my frens know and din prevent me from being hurt. they hurt me even more...

why does the blame got onto me. when i m right here waitin... and he is not on... i know he is infront of his comp... who know.. maybe he block me... why do u treat me like i m such dumbass... i know wat goin on. but yet i jus close an eye... instead of askin me. why don u ask urself... ask ur heart... i feel so hurt now... all the point are dropping... are u not goin to do something to save it? or are u goin to do thing to make it drop even lower?? why m i taken for granted? m i nth but jus a dirt in ur eye?

damn i feel so emo and so upset rite now. maybe i don have ur full heart. maybe i don understand u at all... are we still up for challenge? are u up for temptation??? i m worried... i m running out of confident.. i m scare.......... i feel like darkness suddenly fall onto me........

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, December 14, 2008
7:35:00 PM

omgosh... its jus so pain. wat have i done to deserve this? self-doubtin now... issi a game again? a test? idk. idc anymore... its jus too hurt... mum wan me to work. he wan time. working = no time. wat m i to do... i cant feel my heart anymore. issi really dead this time? should i really disappear? seem like alot of ppl will be happier...

the world is nv fair... i guess i m jus too worthless. wat i have done always end up being nth... why do i work hard for something which always fail.. izzi so hard to understand human heart? or did i understand it. and think till too complix which its jus so simple? a leopard nv change its spot? wat m i tryin to do? wat m i tryin to achieve? idk... i jus know game sux. rl is better. but den... who m i... who really m i?? m i still wanted? or m i like how i feel now. unwanted... ok fine. i m not unwanted.. but i have no feel for them... while the one i have.. kinda jus... sigh... human are selfish creature. everyone know.. i think for others. i do. but i m taken for granted...

its ok. i will self-reflect. its jus all my fault :) throw it all here. sry for wasting everytime... byebye... below is a nice song... the title is sayin wat i feel. the song is nice too... too heartbroken now...

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, December 07, 2008
10:18:00 PM

moody upset emo XD i m half frensless.... no trust. idk la. fk it!

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, December 01, 2008
7:44:00 PM

AFTER YEARS OF TELLING PEOPLE CHEMOTHERAPY IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRY AND ELIMINATE CANCER, JOHNS HOPKINS IS FINALLY STARTING TO TELL YOU THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE WAY .


Cancer Update from Johns Hopkins


1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion... When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the
cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size. < BR>

2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime.

3. When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumours.

4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food and lifestyle factors.

5. To overcome the multiple nutritional deficiencies, changing diet and including supplements will strengthen the immune system.

6. Chemotherapy involves poisoning the rapidly-growing cancer cells and also destroys rapidly-growing healthy cells in the bone marrow, gastro-intestinal tract etc, and can cause organ damage, like liver, kidneys, heart, lungs etc.

7. Radiation while destroying cancer cells also burns, scars and damages healthy cells, tissues and organs.

8. Initial treatment with chemotherapy and radiation will often reduce tumor size. However prolonged use of chemotherapy and radiation do not result in more tumor destruction.

9. When the body has too much toxic burden from chemotherapy and radiation the immune system is either compromised or destroyed, hence the person can succumb to various kinds of infections and complications.

10. Chemotherapy and radiation can cause cancer cells to mutate and become resistant and difficult to destroy. Surgery can also cause cancer cells to spread to other sites.

11. An effective way to battle cancer is to starve the cancer cells by not feeding it with the foods it needs to multiply.

WHAT CANCER CELLS FEED ON:

a. Sugar is a cancer-feeder. By cutting off sugar it cuts off one important food supply to the cancer cells. Sugar substitutes like NutraSweet, Equal,Spoonful, etc are made with Aspartame and it is harmful... A better natural substitute would be Manuka honey or molasses but only in very small amounts. Table salt has a chemical added to make it white in colour. Better alternative is Bragg's aminos or sea salt.

b. Milk causes the body to produce mucus, especially in the gastro-intestinal tract. Cancer feeds on mucus. By cutting off milk and substituting with unsweetened soy milk, cancer cells are being starved.

c. Cancer cells thrive in an acid environment. A meat-based diet is acidic and it is best to eat fish, and a little chicken rather than beef or pork. Meat also contains livestock antibiotics, growth hormones and parasites, which are all harmful, especially to people with cancer.

d. A diet made of 80% fresh vegetables and juice, whole grains, seeds, nuts and a little fruits help put the body into an alkaline environment. About 20% can be from cooked food including beans. Fresh vegetable juices provide live enzymes that are easily absorbed and reach down to cellular levels within 15 minutes to nourish and enhance growth of healthy cells. To obtain live enzymes for building healthy cells try and drink fresh vegetable juice (most vegetables including bean sprouts) and eat some raw vegetables 2 or 3 times a day. Enzymes are destroyed at
temperatures of 104 degrees F (40 degrees C).

e. Avoid coffee, tea, and chocolate, which have high caffeine. Green tea is a better alternative and has cancer-fighting properties. Water-best to drink purified water, or filtered, to avoid known toxins and heavy metals in tap water. Distilled water is acidic, avoid it.

12. Meat protein is difficult to digest and requires a lot of digestive enzymes. Undigested meat remaining in the intestines become putrified and leads to more toxic buildup.

13. Cancer cell walls have a tough protein covering. By refraining from or eating less meat it frees more enzymes to attack the protein walls of cancer cells and allows the body's killer cells to destroy the cancer cells.

14. Some supplements build up the immune system (IP6, Flor-ssence, Essiac, anti-oxidants, vitamins, minerals, EFAs etc.) to enable the body's own killer cells to destroy cancer cells. Other supplements like vitamin E are known to cause apoptosis, or programmed cell death, the body's normal method of disposing of damaged, unwanted, or unneeded cells.

15. Cancer is a disease of the mind, body, and spirit. A proactive and positive spirit will help the cancer warrior be a survivor. Anger, unforgiveness and bitterness put the body into a stressful and acidic environment. Learn to have a loving and forgiving spirit. Learn to relax and enjoy life.

16. Cancer cells cannot thrive in an oxygenated environment. Exercising daily, and deep breathing help to get more oxygen down to the cellular level. Oxygen therapy is another means employed to destroy cancer cells.

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Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once..

Will you ever notice me...