*[[ Angel full of Lღve]]*

~~Tuesday, January 27, 2009~~

11:01:00 PM

lolz... now den i notice so long nv blog... too busy lately... so much work to do. reach home.. tired. wow. lately i slp so early and still not enuff slp.. den again.. maybe i don really feel like talkin...

:( i got sunburns... but the muscle cramps are killing me... hahaha... oh well... wild wild wet is kinda boring.. but i still love chalet.. BBQ!~ food. oh wat fun... hahaha.... new experience again... no more wild wild wet for me... juz not worth the money if we are gona pay the enterance fee... but cos its costa sand chalet. we got the tix free.. hahaha... but den again. it make me notice. its not worth it...

maybe sg is really gettin alil bored... but i still love beach and sea... nxt time really muz prepare lotion!! i don wan be a red lil lobster again =x hehe....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, January 12, 2009~~

9:40:00 PM

slowly i felt myself driftin away...

i lost myself... to dono where either..

i hope its all a dream and i refuse to wake up rite now...

i wish to return to the past, yet i know its impossible...

i felt so silence now....

so jus leave me alone i guess...

emptiness and darkness creep onto me... so let it be...

as i no longer feel alive... i will wait.......

cos there nth else i can do except waiting and improvin myself...

its jus hurt too great now....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, January 08, 2009~~

11:20:00 PM

Speechless......................................... *emo*

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, January 03, 2009~~

1:54:00 PM

:( haiz.. izzi that my minds and tots are jus too naive. me and my fantasy... all the fairy tale like ending. all the happily ever after.. izzi almost impossible... well. work is fine and great. not really as bad as i tots... see how as it go. but i... m starting to lose hope and lose faith.. idk how to be a proper human... jus think too much and day-dream too much i guess...

i donno how to come back to my own reality now.... even if i do. m i really awake or in a dream? everything feel so unreal now... its like a nightmare.. world is collasping.. i m always happy den trash down to being alil emo or upset... there too many up and down.. who can teach me how to be a gal again. how to love? how to do everything. wish i was a baby again. which one day. i will got a bang or knock on the head and i will forget everything and learn from the start again... its jus hurt. hurt me so deeply. but alas... its 2009 now... hope this yr will be better... and i m still waiting.... waiting for that day as promise... :(

wonder anything will happen this v.day. wakakakaka.... 2month away though...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, January 02, 2009~~

11:00:00 PM

XD cheers for 2009 ^.^ hehe.... new yr. new start. new life. new everything. yup and a new job. hehe.... happy... but i m tired now. lala land time.

Will you ever notice me...