Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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两个世界的人，可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过，但是如果 他们相爱了，结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼，拼了命想 厮守一起，但却是害了对方，毁了自己。

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
11:03:00 AM


let jus use the song to express how i feel....

haiz... i keep hittin on nail at work... rock bottom pit... i have so much to say. but everytime when i m on my blog page... i jus... speechlessss... something bothering me deeply... yet i jus cant express it...

everything gone wrong... should i really pick up the job my frenz offer? it really goin to affect my life forever... but no joke, its great money... but on hand, i have so much prob rite now. :( need some enlightening... i m tired... very tired... my body are showing sign of collasping... its at the verge.... yet i m still pushing on. worrying bout this and that...

i have seen the doc for 5 times. yet its still not doing any better...

p.s. are we meant to be? i hope i know. i hope i get an answer soon... i wanna be cold and jus cut it.. but my heart refuse... it cry on it own account... i m in a dilemma... its hurt... i don wanna hurt anyone... but it jus happen at times... should i chop off the root to stop his suffering and jus keep silence? as least he will recover faster... rationally i should. but love is irrational... which mean i cant... i feel my heart in tears... i cant handle so much stress and prob rite now... think!!! i cant... a few more days.......... i miss him TT

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009
10:10:00 PM

knn. lolz damn piss off... mc also like not mc.. sian.... so much anger to express yet have to suppress it... hmmm... nvm. i will cut it short... my factory of stress is goin to change again soon... real soon... in jus 2 wk times... gosh. i still don have time to watch movie...

sick is hmmm.. not really juz plain sick.. gosh i also donno how reply... its jus weird... ghostly dream lately too... hahaha... maybe its my time... who care... den again... such weird pain... i don really mind totally either... wonder where my soul and heart gone... don really feel alive either u know... i dono how to explain... haiz....

wow.. and today... my kitty got jealous of my sempai... lolz... ask me don talk to him anymore... hope he don regret and he know wat he is saying and wat it mean and not jus a spike of anger... who know wat will happen. earth is round... sigh... treasure ba... he still dono me... haiz.. so sad.... wonder why he felt jealous when all the time. he the one letting me down so badly... oh well.. see how it goes..... long way to gooo............ he so busy =/ too busy for me... so sad.... sob sob (crying alone)

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, February 03, 2009
9:24:00 PM

weee. jus to add on to the older post. i m so happy that i finally get to give my mum some money.. den again.. i m real piss at times... ok all the time... haiz... where the happiness that truely belong to me??? i wanna be happy like all other child... :( i m really upset... only get scolded for nth and anything. even if u menopause also cannot like this ma...

sigh.. when can my sickness be fine.. but den again.. if i can juz die rite now.... i will be fine too... nth much to really care or look forward to.... relaly more sad den happy everyday.. yet i m juz acting strong... ytd juz see a doc again and have an injection... pain~!!! T.T

grrr.. doc say if 2 to 3wk more still as bad... i needa take blood test... scare something seriously not rite... =/ say something muz have trigger me.. and hence sensitive... who really care now.. no mood at all... stress? haiz.. and i m so banned from alot of foodsss......

Will you ever notice me...