Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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两个世界的人,可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过,但是如果 他们相爱了,结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼,拼了命想 厮守一起,但却是害了对方,毁了自己。

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
5:41:00 PM

after sometime, ytd i recive more msg... i will paste it here tml. but den.. at the same type, i got two groups of suspect. i will say more tml, cos toady mami kan me liao, she wan play her games =.=

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, April 28, 2009
2:03:00 PM

last night i was so piss off... so many thing happen at a go. but well, my happiness is overwhelmin, so the angry and sad wont last long..

wat wrong with malaysian slang or watever? they din do it on purpose. that wat make them unique. but my frens was jokin and luffin at it. haiz, he so insulting... but den... nvm... i will forgive and forget. i m a half too.. muz respect ma. :) ok but this not that bad... wat really piss me off is the following....

i receive a msg from the following scoundrel from this hp number(+6583009370), i will type in below, so u guys have a idea.
9370: Hi *****.. (i don wanna put my name down)
9370: I saw ur phone no and name in a toilet and say u provide those thing so wanted to check out (wat is this stupid guy thinkin!!!)

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, April 27, 2009
10:15:00 AM

hahaha... been wondering alot... been sad for the last few months... izzi time to move on yet? well its doesn,t matter now anyway. cos someone don care... maybe its like wat battie used to say once 'There are some..that will never change..no matter how long you wait and watch..' its true i guess, cos he proven it true... hurt hurt hurt... wzatever....

now i been thinkin, m i the flying the kite, or is the kite flying me, is the string tying me down, restricting my freedom, now den the string broke off, and the kite found other owners... shouldn,t i jus don care anymore?

but this few days i been kinda more cheerful... really more happy. know its sudden... everything need to go slow, but i m finally sawing some spark of life. thanks so much... i bet u din know u bring me happiness this few days. u make me laugh with some joy which i have lost for the past few months. hahaha... so sweet... but u got me worried as well. hahaha... hehe, i talk more next time....

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009
12:19:00 PM

should i slp on? or should i wake up... izzi for me? or fate lye beyond... wait?? be happy... treasure ba.. :( worried. scare... argh! freak it...

XDXDXD jus slp....

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, April 16, 2009
5:58:00 PM

1st time women got cheated is naive, 2nd is innocent, 3rd is foolish
1st is accident, 2nd is necessary, 3rd is fated

haiz... ytd got a bigbig fight at home,. that even after i bath, i m still so fed up... that i jus run out for a breather... donno wat to do... got lot of plan but should i do it? should i jus be gone???

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, April 15, 2009
1:42:00 PM


柔柔的晚风轻轻吹过
我的心情平静而寂寞
当我想忘记爱情去勇敢生活
是谁到我身边唱起了情歌
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口没留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候
用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给予我快乐
那过去的伤总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多那虚假的承诺
让我为爱再次后悔
犯下的错
~~~~~~~~~~~~
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口没留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候
用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给予我快乐
那过去的伤总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多那虚假的承诺
让我为爱再次后悔
犯下的错
~~~~~~~~~~~~
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给予我快乐
那过去的伤总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多那虚假的承诺
让我为爱再次后悔
犯下的错
~~~~~~~~~~~~

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009
5:04:00 PM

where everyone when i needed someone so badly??? collapsing... idk... jus count down ba.....

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, April 13, 2009
1:35:00 PM

wawawa!!! lately i really depress to the max... again!!! felt so down and lost.. and so complicated... zzzz. i totally lost myself le... i donno wat i thinking. i cant concentrate... i... argh!!!!!!!!! wat do i need? wat do i wan?!!

i cant think... i care yet i should not care... i m overloaded with stuffs. everything!!! idk wat to do now!!! idk how to express now... T.T HELP!! i endin up cant slp... i spam songs at night. to wash my mind. to stop me from having weird tots. its hurts. it jus hurt.

now i think randice main is call regen. but watever. don matter anymore... i m dead... T.T cant stop crying. argh!! i m goin mad!

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, April 10, 2009
4:55:00 PM

everyone is hypocrite. be it a good or a bad way... :( hate mean hate. like mean like.... :( though i make it a clear line between like and blacklist... but den... why do i have to give my frenz's face of pretendin its fine? and tolerating? T.T HATE MEAN HATE! Look down mean look down... nvm.. i will jus suck all those thing into me and pretend i m fine... i m lazy to explain the full story anyway. frenz sure side frenz. and its bad to make ppl trap inbetween :) muz be understanding o..

sometime jus by closing an eyes. everything is settle... one person be in pain will be so much better den everyone... haiz. den my mum is sick... i seem to like to hide in dark corner lately... i m a strong gal! do i wan a job? yes. but i m scare... scare of wat? sigh... that day dad car buang. now mum sick.. wat more to come?? i m worried... T.T wat will be, will be...

but i m tired of thinkin for ppl.. being nice... i wanna be mean at times too... i wanna jus throw out all my prob. yet sometime i cant. T.T why do i always contridict myself!! someone pls wake me up... i feel so lonely and so empty although i m surrounded by ppl...

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, April 08, 2009
10:40:00 AM

oh gosh, this is bad. why do i have to rmb something like this... should i stop it? should i stop ppl from hurtin my frenz? but how do i tell him? will he believe me? it suddenly all come to me. RanDice is not a weird gal.. she jus have 1 more main and two other alt... she used to be from tianya guild, call yakuza... even giryuu know bout this. but idk if he rmb... ran got 1 bro too. her bro and her main both are water. both are mage. but i rmb she a hyber of mage and support. the reason she left yakuza is say to don wan spoilt the guild name. cos she like to anyhow pk like a noob or jus give ppl free kill = =' .

idk if izzi a good thing to rmb all this thing... sigh.... should i stop and prevents hurts? cos randice have a bf outside all along. omg.omg, omg. wat should i do T.T

i donno.... and lately i got too much prob on hand... family and money wise... zzzz... i feel so tired... i even sneeze nonstop. pray my nose wont fly off... but its as red as the reindeer... LOL... sigh.... let not talk too much den... i got no more mood... jus so worried. sigh off time.

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, April 06, 2009
10:16:00 AM

hehe... its my frenz birthday... and he love to sing. or do he? so we plan an outing. but den. we decided to surprise him with a lovely cake... so we bought it and keep it at that place. but at the last min, we needa change venue. and we find excuse to let him go first. but it don seem to work. so the surprise was kinda spoilt. i was sad. but another of my frenz come up with a real cute excuse. LOL... i cant stop luffing... but all well went well i guess.. XD he is still happy. and i m so glad they say the cake is nice XD...

hmmm... i wil leave a short post cos i m kinda busy. sry.

Will you ever notice me...