Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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两个世界的人,可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过,但是如果 他们相爱了,结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼,拼了命想 厮守一起,但却是害了对方,毁了自己。

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Monday, August 31, 2009
8:55:00 PM

>.< omgomgomg... how hu tu can i be... i wish i stop being so sotong n muddle head...

i went to cut my hair today.. =3 hehehe... its consider short for me. but my mum seem so happy bout it... i admit i look diff.

but.. i seem to forgot my hairclip there. LOLz damn. how much sotong can i be.. lucky i rmb to bring my ipod n my phone back... if not. maybe i will cry... i really need someone to take care of me. lolz... *hint*

i hope some cpy will reply my resume. even if reject me. at least i know they receive... shortlisted to be notify.. i feel so brink of darkness. nvm. i wont give up... i will get the job... i will do my best.. give all my best... but rite now.. i got a bigbig strength pushin me on...

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, August 30, 2009
6:33:00 PM

=( i m so troubled. by mini mini prob. its solvable.. but today i learn something else.. there is stuffs where. even if u speak or tell someone bout it. it wont feel better. u needa solve it... its goin to be hard. but i know i can do it. i m no longer young.... but den... i can do it...

i m startin to see wat i wan to do.. wat i need to do. takin the 1st step is hard... doing it is even harder.. but i cant give up now.. now that i saw a path... its the only path to a light.. be it a risk or w/e i m going... i m real thksful to that bigbig motivation given to me by someone special..

i have been talkin bout it and doin nth. but this time.. i cant believe i did it. i did 1st step n everything.. i know i m afraid. but still. i did it... i don deny i din overcome my fear. but he give me the strength to face it and jus do it. even though i m scare... <3 really very very happy =3 shhhhhh...

a msg a day is really happy enuff for me... hope i can control n don be greedy o. yipeee........ a msg can totally jus make my day and make me so happy ( m i addicted? rofl.. wat a funny way to say it anyway... but... hahaha... thinkin of him make me smile. and i feel my heart get warm alil)

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, August 27, 2009
3:15:00 PM

Today is the birthday of someone special to me. =3 i m so happy for him... but den.. seem like noone celebrate birthday for him... poor thing. its ok.. i m goin to celebrate it for him next year... so he will no longer be alone. or feelin lonely... i will jus do my best. =3 so sry that i din do well this yr or have a present for u. din have time to plan or do anything either...

really feel so happy... i feel that i m flying..... so happy that i feel that i m floatin in lala land =3. *kyyaaah*

p.s feeel so blissful and lucky. <3 happy happy...
("Happy bday to u~ U live in the Zoo~ U look lyk a monkey, N~ U act lyk one too~ <3")

so happy that i found a motivation... i wanna be a event coordinator. i know its goin to be hard n stressful yet challenging.. i hope a company will hire me.. and... let me try n work hard for it...

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, August 24, 2009
1:56:00 PM

=3 i m happy... warm.. light.. hohoho... word cannot describe.. but i really scare of being more greedy. i scare of losing it... i m starting to care more n more... i cant stop myself anymore... <3 its so sweet so comfy... i wonder how. i wonder when... its this is a dream.. i don wanna wakey.. lolz.. i always too dreamy aint i.. =3 but i m so happy. happy for real.. for so long now.. goin treasure it. enjoy it day to day...

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, August 23, 2009
5:28:00 PM

i see light. i wanna get near it like a insect wanna get near a light. it attracted me. but at the same time i know its deathly. wat m i goin to do?

its feel like my charger.. to recharge my batteries... i notice i m feelin weak n sick lately... rite now. i really feel like quoting this phrase n show it to him. but i m scare it might scare him away... Every star u see in the sky, is qiqi saying 'i love you'. The wind that blows softly by your ear, is qiqi saying, 'i miss you'. The warm sunshine that shines on ur skin is becos i open my arm to embrace u. if it rains. it means that qiqi, without _____ by her side, feel really lonely.

hehe... nvm... i m really very contended now. even if its a dream. i m thksful its happen... something to look forward. something for a change. i m really veryvery happy. yet i m scare i might get greedy... i wish it may go on... but i still don dare to place too much of a hope... i m still as lack of confident.. still needing of assurance.. but its fine.. its always been fine rite.. i m always strong... =3

will i be able to give up? will i be able to take it if i lose this light? m i really ready to fight for it?? i know i have fallen in.. but its really very comfy... i love this feelin rite now.. i feel alike... at least now... i can feel my heartbeat. i know its not as dead as i assume.. but how did he get past my firewall which i build with so much might n tots. i feel so wonderful now... let me be happy awhile more... i wanna treasure and protect this for as long as i can.. within my means.

i will blog till here for today... i m feeling unwell............

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, August 16, 2009
7:29:00 PM

i m rite. i m rite. i m rite.. when i say 3 times... it mean i meant it... hahaha thing i always say n predict always come true... hahaha!!! its not a good thing...

so sick today... i keep sneeze n sneeze... donno wat wrong... T.T feel so weak...

i kinda found out wat i wan... i wont give up... not goin be easy. but i goin to work my way there. my net lately got prob.. so i wont post a long blog... anyway... today i learn a touchin touchin phrase...

every star u see mean i love you. every breeze that blow pass ur ear mean i miss.. the warmth of the sun mean i m openin my arm to embrace u....

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
11:24:00 AM


haiz.. how do u forgive someone if that someone don wan apologize why are guys always blinded n cant see those 61tch tail... they are stupid rite... wat to do... i m tired... should stop gaming. even my frens whom i know longer..... side her... Whyt. ya... why....... wat a name. even yell at me so loud to please her...

Will you ever notice me...