Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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An introduction about myself (:

两个世界的人,可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过,但是如果 他们相爱了,结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼,拼了命想 厮守一起,但却是害了对方,毁了自己。

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Saturday, November 28, 2009
11:11:00 PM

i have plan.. i really do. but can i do it? will i do it.. haha too much to handle at a times. i overwhelm with sadness n disappointed.. so dishearted. yet it make me so strong... that i wanna beat it at it own game...
who don wanna be good n well? who don wanna be happy... who wanna make ppl angry or sad? noone.. but sometime u jus cant control... =3 lettin go is one thing.. moving on too. i m stuck in my comfort zone. i m shuttin ppl off. havin ppl tell me str in my face is one thing... i know wat i did. n i assume noone know.. till now. i know someone do.. he know n read me... does anyone know or izzi jus that they don bother.. wat do i really wan... wat can i do... think think think..

its late. i shall not talk much.. i m too confuse in my mind now to think well either... hatred are tiring... loving is hard too... but i needa do wat i needa do. love myself more.. be alil more selfish... ppl are takin u for grant. care bout urself. kindness don always bring u good thing =3 i know i m so sad n whiney now... i know its bother me. but i cant keep swallow it can i.. wat can i do now? wat should i do now? noone can teach. they can only say.. wat rite wat wrong. there no saying... adaptin is the way... why do i mature out of sudden. or izzi i jus refuse to crawl out of shell?? izzi cos its time... izzi cos i have to... or i jus too tired to hold on....
i know there are ppl who wanna be there yet i shut them out. i m sry cos i donno wat to say or how to say.. i know i tied the knot... i m sry...... i need help.. yet idk how to ask.

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009
7:57:00 AM

haha. weird title rite.. that wat my body doing.. its rebelling but i m tryin to keep it in control. tryin ignore it... even try to pretend idk. but i cant. it hard... i know its gettin weak. i goin fall sick soon. but i wont let that happen. i needa fighto!! gogogo!!!!!!! i donno if anyone can really take it... i m so shag. wat make it worst is the matter of heart n feeling... be it frenz or w/e... i m disappointed n sad.. all i see now are excuses to cover up... but why... cant ppl jus be honest? why do they tend to forget wat they ever sad? should ppl jus come n go? make use finish n jus forget? izzi a trend? den so be it... i m too hurt all over... all the scar n cuts are not recoving n yet new one are added.. some even on my old one.... i felt so broken n shattered... haiz... don talk so much le.. i m off to work. don wan late.

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, November 22, 2009
10:57:00 PM

eh.. i got alot of words bottled up.. yet idk wat to say.. i feel myself bursting.. yet... idk... haiz... struggle... i m unhappy bout donno wat. i m so so disappointed... but there nth i can do... its always happen.. ppl are always the same...

mum went to gonggong jia with bro le... i wanna go too. take a break... i m so stress up now... i m really really unhappy... =( maybe cryin will feel better.. but i don uds why i acting so strong... when i m breakin into pieces inside... someone save me... nvm... don ned. got ppl i also donno say wat... maybe... i should shut up again....... for sometime...

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, November 19, 2009
9:34:00 PM

haiz.. today i found out one of my prediction came thru... or izzi call foresee... its kinda scary.. but oh well... is my judgement on gals always so true??

i m in a moody mood... so frustrated.. jumpy.. idk.. i m so disappointed. alil depress.... wordless...

in a nutshell.. i m tired.. maybe... jus maybe.. i will give up n quit game.....

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, November 15, 2009
10:19:00 PM

XD work is fun.. alot alot to learn. alil stress sometime. but its something totally diff. its nice.. alot to do... time pass fast too.... but i ot everyday.. i don deny that.. its tiring.. but at least its fulfiliing.. =3 i will keep it short. cos i don have much time.. haven go shoppin yet... xmas comin... wow. alot of thing to do. yet i m lackin of time.... goin miss my frens.. workin is alil no life.. but yet.. at least there is aim.. =3 something meaningful to do...

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, November 06, 2009
8:08:00 PM

haiz.......... i felt so noob... so un-needed. so unwanted.. so jus 1 word.. WEAK. not welcome at all... wat are frenz for. when u keep gettin excluded? are words ever to be trusted? are ppl ever to really care. m i really needed or jus a tool when noone on9. izzi my fault that i went out n not on9 at noon? leadin to now i m so excluded? T.T i m runnin out of time... but its okay... noone care. i don care either... 2 more days... n byebye.... no time le..........

i m sad... disappointed..... its sux either way..

be it real or game. its make up of ppl... human are always the same. selfish.. i m tired of being kind n patient n forgiving n saying okay. nvm... always other before self... it give me nth but sadness...

sit one corner draw circle =(

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, November 04, 2009
4:54:00 PM

2 gd news.

1st... i won the event. though only consolation. not a bad gift...

2nd.... i got the job.. =3 let gambateh...

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, November 01, 2009
9:52:00 PM

been bz lately n alil troubled so i din blog... okay let start off with good news..
1stly.. bout the dance event. we won ourself.. flower couple costume.. but i haven got the code yet... yea.. so sad rite.. hahaha
2nd.. since lastnight. i havin nightmare. or izzi werid dream.. a big green slume... its big n squary. with a red cap. i forgot wat is written on it. n it kill or idk. i don even know why are we runnin... its in a shoppin center... so weird... i still have those imagines and impression... hmmm. wat does it really mean to have a red dog runnin at u.. so many dog.. but why izzi one is so bloody red? it creep me out totally... cars... house... O.O puppet too... half of it think.. only with butt n leg. but its seem alive.. wow... creepy... i know now its hallooween but don haunt my dreams. i m timid. hahaha.. XD okay. i will stop here for today. tml i still have my 2nd interview to appear. hope i get the job. at least its some pay. take off my time.. n i don need be home XD... w/e

Will you ever notice me...