Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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两个世界的人,可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过,但是如果 他们相爱了,结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼,拼了命想 厮守一起,但却是害了对方,毁了自己。

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Thursday, January 14, 2010
1:28:00 PM

shytshytshyt!! its a new year.. but why do i suddenly feel like... i suddenly.. i.. its jus startin of the year...
i jus felt like... i still cant really open up... in fact.. i feel the barrel and wall returnin.. this time tighter den it used to be... wat should i be... m i able to tell the truth anymore or will i jus swallow n answer ppl to their question n give them the answer they wan? idk... i felt half dead... like someone not living as my own... heartache...

ytd after watchin the show.. i quote down some thing meaningful... 每个人的心就像你们篮球场上那颗球一样传来传去的。只有落到真爱里才会停止流浪。从今天起你的心不会跳,你的汗水不会有热情,你吃的饭不会有味道,一直到你死的那一天,你都会后悔!

but how many ppl really care or regret? they jus play ard cos they are young.. such immature kid... once again... i m strugglin.. deep within myself... its just like quicksand, always tryin to suck me in... i has to keep fightin within but sometime i jus get so tired...

frens come n go. but i know some who has been there for so long.. its jus feel great.. i don need many... jus u guys is enuff. even if noone know my true heart or feelin, its fine.. cos i really donno wat to do.. more volunteeery comin up. i can keep myself so occupied n bz.. haha escaping u may say.. but its okay.. at least its a way...

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, January 12, 2010
6:11:00 PM

today waking up from a weird dream is not enuff.. even i find my mum alil weird. haha... she like tryin to jiao dai abit of thing XD. where all the impt thing n stuffs or w/e are place.. haha... she donno i m sotong meh? how m i suppose to rmb? haha today she told me bout her old days. n when i baby, those gift. den she wanna give me a ring. haha but i cant fit into any.. den she say my finger is fat. HAHAHA!!! i told her. the ring too small la.. haha. den she change her earring too.. den she wanna give me a pair. den i tell her.. for wat? i don even has ear hole.. wakaka.. den she ask me go get 1, i m scare la! rofl... i say if u pei me go make. maybe i will.. i m jus scare of pain ma...

i think new year comin.. they goin spring cleanin.. also findin red packet. and preparing food... goin to pai my granny death anni too.. and one of the frig is goin to break down soon. the freezer part.. oh well.. see how everything goes... wakaka... but at least now. i m living everyday happiler.. though alot.. i m fine... i notice. i has nv really love anyone before.. idk how to love ppl either... maybe the time is not ripe yet. the guy haven come yet.. when it happen i will know everything.. wakaka.. so no rush..

lately got a few programme comin up. all are CDAC volunteer.. wakaka =3 it make me feel so occupied and happy. i wan a job which i can have fun, talk, see ppl happy. XD but now... u haven got reply from that job, although a wk haven pass.. i m nervous... maybe i aint that confident of myself either.

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, January 08, 2010
9:38:00 AM

hmm... wat life? ytd i heard a frens of my frenz suicide over a gal... izzi worthy... well.. i guess it nv was. but sometime.. emo control our behavour.. end up... its not within our total control. guess crime and incident happen when we are over sad or piss over something...

2nd day after the interview.. jumpy, waitin for a reply.. ytd.. i did alot of stuffs.. cdac mail me again. another volunteering programme.. i m excited bout it.. yet again, i scare it crash with my work schedule...

hahaha.. i cant believe wat i did today.. i cook lunch!! <3>.< srysry ="3

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, January 06, 2010
3:36:00 PM

its was a fun interview.. but den i got to wait 2 and a half wk... hope i can get it.. it jus sound so totally diff and fun... cant wait cant wait... but this few days.. i goin get bz.. XD thks you 2010... u give me a nice start.. a nice dream to see to....

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, January 05, 2010
8:51:00 PM

i m excited.. abit nervous too.. but tml i got a job interview... wish me luck o =3

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, January 01, 2010
10:23:00 PM

a brand new year to start everything new.. i got lotsa wish... i will slowly make them happen 12 mth to do everything!! hahaha bzbzbzbz~ work for it..

i jus know my frens give me a new nick.. nokia why?? (cos nokia always say... connecting ppl) haha.. i think she is smart.. =3 to be able to think of that.. anyway.. i really miss shini ppl.. i even post up a groups.. now it gettin abit lively... haha cos of the peep.. it feel warm like a family. compare to hakuron. one feel like heaven, one feel like hell.. oh well.. diff ppl... =3 i miss them.....

hope one day can get back the guild outing.. not ingame though cos everyone grow up... k leave my blog till here for today... my mami shoutin for me to have dinner..

aww. my poor yanyan have fallen sick.. haha... lucky he haven sch reopen.. LOLZ!

Will you ever notice me...