*[[ Angel full of Lღve]]*

~~Wednesday, March 31, 2010~~

12:05:00 PM

let start wif a short n happy day.. lolz
rmb my city alive appreciation night, its was a blast, such a lovely night, great food, great show, great fun... i left when they decided to turn the floor into a dance floor party. lolz there was games as well, a tiny one.. for us to win ourself a pair of escape theme park tix, well i din win it.. haha...
he wanted item like: 2 iphone; 3pair of sport shoes(someone bring up 1 pair of nike, 1 pair of puma and 1 pair of addias[oh my, wat branded stuffs]); 4pens; 5belts(the mc joke bout that, before i let the person back, u guys can tug on the pants of those wifout the belt on. Ha Ha Ha); 6blackshirts(cant believe the guys really strips to win, n the mc was jokin wif one of them who went on stage half naked cos he took off his shirt, he ask how old is he and the boi is only 15, oh my, underage, but den the mc told him, since ur up here on the stage might as well pose for us to see... Ha Ha Ha) we got a lovely goody bag to bring back.. haha i get to make some frens too.. and that very day when i was travelin there... i met a few old colleagues n frens. lovely day.. but i really got no sense of direction cos got lost, partly due to the imcomplitance of the person at the mrt. lolz 1stly din give proper direction, i waited for the shutter bus, but when the bus come, the uncle told us the service stop... *faint* den i went back to ask for direction to walk there.. den again, she give me a wrong direction.. lolz everyone was wearing like some prom nite, so grand...

ytd i saw something which tuant me. lolz... haiz... i hate sch, i hate girls.. due to the past ofc... but they nv stop remindin me n haunting me... that why i hardly trust ppl, cos none are trustable... they sux... the more u know bout ppl, the more u know they are selfish. they have motive n thing up their mind. they are cowards too... i feel so angry n so sad... so hate it... oh well.. nvm... don wanna add more speeches..

oh peter birthday is two adys after but we celebrate it two days ago, cos that day my kor off day.. lol we went for dinner n coffee and have lovely chats XD... love that groups of frens... always there.. always so on~

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, March 26, 2010~~

8:57:00 AM

haha. cant believe how smart i m to be able to find it XD and u believe it, they only give me one hint, its a hokkien song... but den again, after i found it, i notice there is only 1 line that is. its actually a chinese song... classic sia.! haha i post it below, u guys can listen to it. =3

一隻牛欲賣五千塊　五千塊欲買一隻牛

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, March 25, 2010~~

8:58:00 AM

rite now.. idk izzi me or wat. but i feel like there is a slight change, something bad. i feel myself findin anything to do, to take up all my time. i find myself freezin even more den before...
izzi that i lost interest in monkey or i know too well, don hold any hope or w/e no matter wat he say or do, afteral an attach monkey is still an attach one. nv step near or into others ppl r/s. already break my normal practice to stay ard, accompany and still befrenz. when i normally will stay away...
have wat i did wrong or rite? sometime i feel like he is tryin to flirt ard, sometime i feel like he is pickin a fight, he hardly take care, but i know that wat he wan is jus attention. dislike being really alone.. like a baby, doin everything jus to gain an adult attention, yet if u pay too much attention, he ignore it n take it for granted. gah... weirdo...
i feel so icy nowadays.. bz bz bz... hahaha... i can even feel the shiver in my bone, yet i doin nth... i cant really caer less for anyone. or should i say, i don really care anymore. w/e anyone say, i will still help, but i nv let it into my heart anymore, its jus into my ear, think of solution or advise for u, den out the other ears. or wait, no, into the brain as backup source for other prob's answer. i feel like a dead machine. w/e much emotions..
i know i m weird.. i sense it, yet not doin anything to prevent or stop it... my aim now is work in the mktin sector. hope i get it. mami say as i get older its harder to get a job... workin hard can remove all negative tots. i m learnin to enjoy my 'life' now. seriously i feel that, certain emotion are leaving me... i m slowly turnin into someone icy or stone. fear creep into me, but heck, who really care.
helpin ppl really bring me shortterm joy, n i know fairly well, i been overworkin myself. wat m i tryin to do? get myself sick? idk.... haha... i really dono... *red light flashing*

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, March 12, 2010~~

4:56:00 PM

wo kan bu kai ye fang bu kai
yin wei wo ceng jian guo ai qing zhen de sheng kai
wo yao deng dai yi zhi deng dai
deng na yi ge ye wan cong hui yi hui lai

dang ni yong bao zhe wo na yi shun jian
wo xiang fei dao kong zhong
er dang wo huan huan jiang luo
wo bu zai shi wo
wo you le meng wo zai meng zhong

ai lai guo lai de na me mei na me xiong
huan hu zhe cong wo sheng ming hen hen nian guo
lian yi han ye dou bu zheng qi de zhen xi cheng xiao rong
ai lai guo rang wo wan zhen guo (rang wo) xin fu guo
zhen me neng qing yi jiu fang ta zou
wo bu xiang jie tuo wo zhi pa cuo guo
wo jiu shi yao deng ni hui lai ai wo

ji mo xuan hua wo bu ha pa
yin wei wo zhi ting de jian dui ni de qian gua
shi jie hen da hui rong de xia
wo zhe xiao xiao sha sha wan gu de xin yang

ni you me you guo cheng nuo wo yi wang le
na yi bu zhong yao le
fan zheng wo dou hui shou hou zai meng zhong shou hou
wo zui wei yi zui me de meng

ai lai guo lai de na me mei na me xiong
huan hu zhe cong wo sheng ming hen hen nian guo
lian yi han ye dou bu zheng qi de zhen xi cheng xiao rong
ai lai guo rang wo wan zhen guo xin fu guo
zhen me neng qing yi jiu fang ta zou
wo bu xiang jie tuo wo zhi pa cuo guo
wo jiu shi yao deng ni hui lai

ru guo xu yao dong yong qi ji lai zhao huan hui ni
jiu rang lei zhen fa xia cheng xue hua
he wo yi qi zai ai zhong bei rong hua

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, March 11, 2010~~

11:14:00 AM

its was ocbc cycle last sunday... lovely events.. haha once again i took bottle of drink home.. wow this time it sure end early. but still its tiring for u got to work n don get to slp... but well. my frens say i m weird cos everyone is so shag yet i m still so hyper... maybe not... maybe cos i m quite used to it i guess..

today my grandpa come to sg.. happy he finish his operation n doin fine...

haiz.. but something upset me.. ppl giving out my number to guys who claim to wanna make frens.. lolz. as if i donno their tactic.. w/e (sad is cos they know me well yet they do it, they know i dislike it... why izzi u?! WHY U!!) . and monkey getin weird too.. =3 lucky i have grown. i m iced. nth really matter. words don kill. say wat they wan, one ear in one ear out. don need think or consider or take anything seriously or the one gettin hurt is me...

when i m more free n the comp allow. i will upload those ocbc pic.. lolz... took quite afew of them... =3

i got alot to say.. but den again.. too lazy i guess.. or maybe i m jus speechless.. i will keep everything short den..

yaoyao korkor have been send back to KL by ambulance to a better hospital wif more factility.. hope he get well soon.. jyjy..

Will you ever notice me...