Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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两个世界的人，可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过，但是如果 他们相爱了，结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼，拼了命想 厮守一起，但却是害了对方，毁了自己。

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Saturday, June 05, 2010
10:56:00 PM

haiz... y m i so dumb? why m i keepin everything to myself again?

why do i always bear the pain by myself? n refuse to even cry out? but wat the point? as nth will be saviour. so wat if u say it out... ist pointless... i jus know...

wat better if everyone hurtin? why not jus i suffer in silence? bear the hurt. not like i nv went thru it before.. it jus make me get even more numb to it...

wat impt is the smile on other. i m tired n hurt all over, it wont matter if i jus add another scar...

maybe it does.. but i wont jus give up on life yet i think.. though i don deny of those tots... its just so hurtful. its jus so sad. yet u acnt cry. tears refuse to flow anymore... it hurt too much... being ice is the best..

other den that. few days ago.. one of the baby birdy die, one of the twin, the other twin will be sadder den i m...

but rite now... i think... i.... m goin to give up soon... its tiring... love is such a chores... i wish i m jus a stone or a metal, or maybe jus a robot wif no feelin at all... i don wan any feelin. i wanna be ice n cold blood.

everything that have ever happen are hurtin more den ever. its true ther are happy time. but i m tired..

lately dream are tellin tales... i don uds all. but each day, i wake up more tired.. i felt something wrong too.. but its not impt anymore.. i m giving up... on life, n on my happiness. its look like an impossible dream... sometime u jus fall for the wrong guy. sometime even if its the rite guy, but at the wrong time, nth come out. or worst. rite guy, rite time, but too far.. its make everything crappy... i m feel so alone... withdrawal symtoms... cold.. shiver... dark....

this is the real dark me... i m emo. problematic. i m veryvery sad.. i wish for a hug to call for my own... =( think i will stop here for today... secretly wishin someone will pull me out... but i fear, noone really care or wan me...

but now... i know i overwork... alot alot... hope i get better soon.. or this is the cue?

Will you ever notice me...