Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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两个世界的人，可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过，但是如果 他们相爱了，结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼，拼了命想 厮守一起，但却是害了对方，毁了自己。

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Thursday, April 14, 2011
12:04:00 PM

as time passes.. im havin doubt.. its endin bad eh.. similarity are turning bad. so much differents. its jus like rock against rock..

i feel like im losing myself.. or im so trap. cos i cant be myself.. wat should i do? jus ignore n be myself? maybe that would work... =D

hmmm.... i really wonder. wat is love? izzi me. or i don feel anything?? =/ i feel so tired... donno wat to say.. sigh nvm..... goin so wrong..

so in doubt.. wat goin happen next................ who the one........... does my dream mean something?

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, April 11, 2011
1:31:00 PM

woot.. im so fkin piss off.. totally mad!!! was already pippin hot ytd n try to cool down.. wow n yet again today. i could so murder someone over it...

1stly u read ur country rules. so wat. its only in ur country. its not even written in my book. itz printed n made in singapore.... but under licence from england. there no such fkin thing as trade.

calling me a fool, den now saying i don act like a woman eh.. "Please revert to acting like a women to me like you were before, nice and accepting of my knowledge." how jerk is that?! zzzz i could so wack the wall..

maybe my dream is telling me something... i wonder wat it mean to have someone proposeing in a dream.. maybe ur rite to get jealous. cos it mean something which even idk...

im super highly in doubt now. makin me think deep. makin me wondering.. haven been so upset.. maybe love is hardly sweet. its always bitter.. if this keep goin on, i might get too tired... so its stupid to fight wif u? well even salesman hate me, when i start to debate.. we like two rock, goin to bang hard.. i not goin to always let in. im studdorn n strong will, n for this i believe im rite.. im tired of being weak. why m the gal always he the one who let n say she is wrong when she not wrong?

how will this go. i no longer know. but im so piss that im on the verge of thinkin goin my own way. maybe mum is rite.. i hate fight n quarrel n u assume i assume, when i did not.. n even assume i love fight,. w.t.f..

wow i haven blog for awhile cos been busy but today im so puiss i got to whine somewhere but not to u.. cos it get into worst conflict. it makin me feel like jus keep quiet. maybe stay abit distance. silence have always been golden. i have always been talkin alot.. its time to retreat. idk wat to do. my heart feeling dead.. this whole thing feel so childish n dumb. keep insisting there is trade when there no dumb trade in mine rules. den keep fightin n saying ur rite.. don assume everyone is from new jersery. so wat urs have. the board here all don. noone play trade either.

if im a fool n not a woman den wat for u wan me.. get someone who suit u better.. who always let u win, always like a lil woman, agree to everything jus like a dog following blindly. my bro once say why m i like a dog. follow behind, so not like me, wat can i do, he like it that way. i tot wanna please him abit. n thing are better not say incase he get sensitive n upset.. my bro also once say he is like petty but that him. im gettin tired... the whole issue feel stupid.. my mum keep askin did he has a job? i tried to hint him ask him et one, he say his mum ask him don wry, lol mummy boy? ppl ask u don wry, u really don? well u got to do ur own part too, its ur life not ur mum. sigh... my mum was saying a boy need to work.. im workin so hard, tryin to save up help family. i don have all the time to sit infront of comp n give u all my attention anymore. im tryin to give u more.. but i cant. yet ur gettni greedy for even more.. how to fulfil ur hunger? n if i do that. that will delay the future.. n thing jus got worst everyday..

i see light now.. light that i tot its darkness.. that the darkness is brighter. that i wanna walk back in.. it jus hurt.n it jus feel so dumb.. im wondering. wat happen in future?? fight everyday? i don like quarreling. fight infront of kids? that so irresponsible. sigh.. wat should i do... should i jus let go. so it hurt us lesser? i always make u mad, but i always get so sad cos of ur sensitive. i cant always be explainin when u jump into thing... are we the rite pair?? im startin to doubt. i feel so insecure now.. which i nv feel before wif u. i don even know when ur goin to jus snap. i feel cage. cos even talkin to guy frens can make u unhappy. i no longer feel like myself. i cant even talk wif frens well. i scare u get unhappy. yet makin u happy make me feel unhappy. scarfice muz be made. but im thinkin izzi worth. my life goin weird...... rite now i jus wanna cry. its was fine before. but why thing have to change n got worst? it go wrong n wrong... love is selfish ik but..sigh.. so not wat i wan. idk how to love............ maybe im jus a bitch... better off dead...

Will you ever notice me...