An introduction about myself (:
两个世界的人,可以是朋友、可以是仇人、可以错身而过,但是如果 他们相爱了,结局只有走上灭绝的命运。就像飞鸟恋上鱼,拼了命想 厮守一起,但却是害了对方,毁了自己。
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Ryan. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend.
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Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes
today.. i feel like in a lost... things are runnin on my mind.. while im listenin to thissong. which i find in chinese version with the same rythm as the one in jp. it was. well it started a weird day. i have weird dream but this dream make me very sure of wat i wan. n now im sure n happy. its right.. den things happen too. n bro get to talk to him which make me happy too.. but something made me feel abit upset. i feel so useless.. i wish i can do more... =( if only irl i can do this.. Protect thy friend, absorb ****'s pain! or even this.. Energy cast into the body, heal ****'s wounds! it worry me alil. it make me sad to see him sad or hurt. but yet im at a lost of wat to do. i can feel that his alil unhappy but i cant do anything. idk how to cheer him up. idk really why he is angry. but i care so much.. i wanna do more for him. make him smile. right now im tryin hard. so i can have more of his attention n more of his heart. n one day be his happy pill or sleeping pill. that he feel so at ease to share his burden and when his upset. i can jus make him feel all better.. its still a long long way. n im not giving up. idk wat on his mind. so sometimes it make me alil insecure. but yet i trust him cos he has nv lied before. he see things the way i see too. so it make me fight all insecurity and make myself feel abit assure.. he listen when i talked too. n due to timezone. he give up alot. he even delay sleep when his so tired n stay awake jus to company me. n yet he wan me to have enough rest. =( his jus so great like that and many more. its so hard to make someone happy but so easy to make someone upset. ik something is wrong but i cant do anything at all.. =(why m i so useless... i care... i love you... i really hope u be fine soon.. hope u will open up more to me. confine in me bout things. so i can share ur load and burden and always be there for him regardless.. n to make him feel good n be happy.. i have so much on my mind. so much i wanna do.. yet its not possible. we will need lots of time. but it will all work out. i will do my best cos ur worth it.